When u really like a person:

Your heart beat fasT whenevA u see Him/her.
Your face turn Red
Wheneva u tink of Him/Her, u smiled.
Lean on him/her and you feel secure
Feel sweet everytime u see him/her.
If he/she feel sad, u will feel the same
.
.
.
Stand aside and watch him/her.
U wont feel bored wheneva u r with him/her
U wish the time cld st0p at tt moment when there's only e 2 of u.
U wan to take care of him/her as long as u can
Wish to hold him/her tight and nv let g0.



L.O.V.E


Love is always complicated

U will nv knew what u're missing
until the day u found her/him

It is actually tt simple
Too simple till it gets complicateD
Will nv und why until u lose it

Accept it when it comes...

Labels: All the good and the bad things

Set Me Free

I...

have gt nth to say

sometimes there are things that cannot be put into words
I wish and i hope

Set me free from sorrows
ya i wish i could

Labels: The wishing star

At the end of the Rainbow

She have lost a friend
She have nth left

Over the rainbow
What did you see...
What did you have...

You've gt everything

At the end of the Rainbow
She break down
She cried

Over the Rainbow
What did you get...

You've gt all the happiness


At the end of the Rainbow
.
.
.
She hide in her small lil Dark hole


Her heart ache...


Once again, she give up alL...

Labels: i see her smiled, i see sorrows in her

Well,

Everyone will think that every yr will be a brand new yr
A brand new day

I tot that too...

Rmb i say i pick up 50$ in the lift the v 1st DAY of 2007?

I tot its a good start?

Then things went wrong...
One by one left... with a unhappy sad sorrows face...

After i join the comp with SnaAp
We failed to make it
And feel we really... suck?
Which u find tt u're really nt gd @ it [i mean myself]

Ur dear friend couldnt mk it to support u on livE
Jus a sms... and told ya sry i cldnt mk it

We didnt get thru and get alil shock by wad e judges say
MY mood Went dw...
and u tot ur frenz wld be waiting outside
But it came out... only a few waited

U jus want to join a comp, [another comp i mean]
But ended up things get confusing
Heard lotsa thingy
Being push here and there
which i myself oso dun und WHY.
Which mk myself a silly and stup one...
Ya is me... everything is me...

Ur good friend ended up not toking to u...
U kept all e pain
and cldnt endure it anymore
U say it out and tok it out
Tot things will turn out better
But it totally go another waY
Ended up we both .. shut up and ignore each other

We trained hard for the upcoming comp , funka 08'
But it jus Cancelled jus like tt
due to... NO Sponsor? [i guessed]
Disappointed...
Coz we really hope to compete on funka...
But it turns out to be "Zero Hope"
thats my last funka with nra...

I saw the one tt i once luv
with another girl...

I see hw i hurt ppl which i dun wish to...

I saw the failure in me
I cldnt see any success in me
I'm lost

I see how friends were...
When i'm down
I dont even noe who to approach
I jus hide and tear...

My smile is fake infront of anyone of u...
I cldnt br that happiness out
Only Cld Recall tt happiness in e pasT

Its cold out there...
I cldnt breathe at times
I hope someone wld come and save me
I really hope ...

It kills me inside...
Who will understand...
Nobody will...
Nobody will eva und hw each other really feel...

Plz dont tell me u know...
U wun noe...
Coz we are all different

Our path, our way, our life
Isnt the sAme
we wont know
we wont feel the same

Its getting worse.

[[ I see her smile, but i see sorrows in her]]

Labels: i wish i cld...

Here's The Champ And both Ashle/Ashlee

CluB MOMO

We all went to support Chunky & Me~

During the workshop...

Labels: SoYou Think You Can Dance

Random Memories Pics...
Have u guys forgotten?
{U may enlage e pic to see clearer}

Labels: memories

Its time for me to Stop tryin'


Though i hope everything to last
But it will nv last

Happiness is short

I swear i had a wonderful days with u guys

But it Stop since dont know when
Stopped long ago...
as far as i know...

[[Some ppl wan diamond rings
Some just wan everything
But everything means nth
If i aint got you]]


I've st0p tryin'
Nth is perfect
and i know its not going to be

It's okie
It will be fine

I'm e one to blame

Not you(s)

[[I See nth but tears in me]]

It shldnt start right from the beginning

It shldnt happened

What done is alrdy Done

I pretended everything's fine


Things go round and round
And i totally und why this will happen

Maybe he is right
Maybe he is wrong

Who knows what exactly happen
To be true enuff
I dont know wads goin on

"Im Sorry"

How many times have u said tis to ppL?
countless

Its really okie of nt being part of it
Coz fr the start i nv even tink about it
But somehw it links me to it

Which seriously confused me alot of times

I dont blame any

Coz it shldnt Start from the beginning =]


Ya, mayb i shld be e one who's saying sorry

Im sorry for every single thing tt happened

i wont let it happen anymore =]




I giv up on dancing
Coz no matter hw i try
I dont find myself improving =]
Mayb i shld st0p someday
maybe...

How come some of them can be so stubborn?


What's wrong with SEEING a DOC when u are unwell???!

Whats wrong with asking u TO EAT sth...


What is wrong with aLL this fucking shit thing?


When u r someone tt dont eat...
Will worsen ya stomach...
Like : Gastric... Bla Bla..

Then why dont eat ya meal regularly?

Jus bcoz... U dun feel like eating?

Ridiculous...
OR is it because U are nt in a GD mood?

What is wrong...


What is wrong when ur health gt prob????!
Cant u SEE A doc???????????????????????

U COugh n cough...
Sneeze... blabla...
Back PAin


WHAT IS WRONG BY SEEING A DOC?
CAN ANyone Ans me???
Coz i jus FUCKING dun get it!

1 of them is my DAD

He cough and cough.
BUT HE JUS DUN WAN TO SEE A DOC
HE jus tink tt by drinking plenty of WATER
IT will cure his COugh

Will he?
NO!
IT jus being healthy
but nt improving anyway...


IF JUS BY drinking WATER
And u tink can... CUre any of the SIckneSS
Then this world...
NO NID TO HV DOCTORS ard... =]

seriously... -.-


Why u stomach ach or wadeva pain
U tink uSing OIL.... WILL CURE everything..
IT wont..
Face the facT please
IT WONT CURE U



Stubborn ppl all ard me
including myself.
But i noe hw to tk care of myself

IF U sae my dad wan to save $

Den i tink...
I rather him spent the money on seeing a doc
than Saving it for us...

U all shld noe wad i mean.
PArents health always came 1st
Nth is more impt than tt...

I saw my dad... 330 am walk out the rm
Kip coughing...
So i asked: PAPA, U oki?
PAPa: Ok...
ME: GT EAT Medi?

PAPA: .... [[Went on Silent]]


Stubborn.
I feel heart pain.
Den i walk back to my own rm...

And U ASK Her..
Why dont want to eat...
SHe went quiet and tryin to find excuses
And walk away...


Sigh..
HEart Ache..



IS it really tt hard? =[


Ya, My Blog
Obviously - indirectly - honestly

Will SAY Things Out...
And i wun realli scare who wil READ it...

The prob is,
YES, no one wil wish anyone to blog abt them abT
things tt shldnt be said or... Some nt v present Thingy

But my prob is...
Why i cant blog
when i wan to blog it...

Yes, i dun always or sELdom MENTION NAMES

But i admit i do INDIRECtLy blog it

Its obvious if u r e one tt im writing

And i dun Feel reali sry abt it...
Coz this is the place i blog........

[[rmb... when im sad / unhappy ]]
[[i will jus blog here... no choice]]

I'm realli sry if the one im sayin is ONe of u ...

I'm not being a bad guy here... =]

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Hw wld u feel
When PPl say



U've gt no strength.
when u dance

No strength
No strength
NO... u dont...
U 100%?
U sure...
I cant see it

haha
after 3 yrs...

Nono.. u stil gt no strength
Aiya...
not gd...
No much feel ler...

U gt full out?
since when?
huh? REALLY?

No strength...
Still nope..
U gt use ur strength anot?
Dont lazy ler...



=The prob is... U did try ur best=

But the comments is...
Or mayb ppl toks behind u [Which is damn normal]
(Coz i tok abt ppl too, lolx)


NO STrength.................................................................................................


Fuck the no strength...
I hate the no strength...
Fuck this words

I jus cldnt find out why...




Haha, this can pull a dancer dw,
By saying / thinking / seeing that
U GT NO STRENGTH When u dance =]


All u cld do is...
Go face e 4 walls
And ask Why.....

Dun ask me why
Till today
I dont noe the ans

Blame it on,
Im nt talented in everything

I always did things... the most...
80%...
I can nV REach 100%

Fr young i tink i alrdy gt this diseases
a nv 100% =]


Yeah............................................
Im like tt
and im always like tt
Wad to do
Can nv be perfect

I did try ya..



Sry that i can never be perfect

what makes you tink that i cant do it?

ya, they tink i canT


Sometimes we'll get hurt
By some small lil' things

Afterall they are still ur friends.
What can u say...

U cant say anything

At times u will tink ;
Is that really difficult?
Or even Troublesome?

All this cld tell, how much a friend mean to u

I realise how much it mean to me
coz mayb some Doesnt worth anything @ all


Or cld it be..
Maybe u r not g00d enuff for it

It can be true..
coz this world = reality

How many friends can actually be there for u?
and u realise that this shall be ya FRIEND for life..

I guess i only have 1 or even nope

Its hard to maintain.
Its hard to rely on


None are true,
So what if we all are gd friends for once in our life
It doesnt mean anything
its jus part of my life
and
Part of urs...

nothing much actually

I giv up.

Sth, Somehw Strike me...

that this feelin was numB


I bump into the one i love again


Being an actress again
I laughed happily and talk to him
I hate myself for doin tt

With another girl


Same girl i guess
dont really rmb,

i stone awhile
jus awhile
and im back to n0rmal =]


And ya, he is with someone...
the girl with her

Ask me hw i feel.
.
.
My heart's cryin

I Told him dont eva giv up.
I encourage him.



I really do
but yet my heart ache

Im so glad tt i feel he's happier nw..
jus abit
althoug he always told me nt easy

But i smiled.
jus a 1% happiness in him
Im glad.

He say: "Rmb to stay happy also"

"I'm happy i guess" i said.

lying, im a big liar


Yes i will always rmb i've gt a friend
and that's you.

[[u ask mi to rmb, n i will for life]]

OranGe
20th June 1985
Gemini
Dancer

I always forget to forget YOU

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