Everything around me are getting real Bad at times.

Tell me how to solve it.

I feel that i'm going to have Depression real soon
Those minor one.

I really going to have it soon coz i can realli feel its coming.

I wish i can die asap
Cut my life shorter.
Or maybe mk it strg Tomolo
just let me die now and i will feel released.


SomeOne plz tk me out from Here
Coz i Feel its getting Pointless again and again for Everything.

And i mean EVERYTHING:
Friendship, relationship, career, Dance

Sadness in me,
Anger in me,
Frustrations in me,
Sorrow in me.

Tell me how am i going to pull thru Alone?

and i mean ALONE...

U r always not there for me
U r always thinking about urself, urself and urself.
U only thought what wld happen to yourself

Since when have u eVa thought abt what had happened
and whats going to happen to me?

Since when...?

My "u" can mean anyone of them.

heart broken
Seriously my heart alrdy dead for quite sometimes.
But Who careS?
nobody.

Coz everyone are busy jus to tink abt themselves only.


This person told me:
U will be happy as loNg as u can Dance only
U never want to improve or sth or be the top.

Is it true?
Do you really know me?

I'm not sure.

This person told me that he/she wasn't GUILTY
at all on what He/She did to me.


All i could say is... i've got nth more to say.

sometimes i wonder what is Dream?
Do dream really come true?
Yes i guess.

But mine is all e night mare...
This 1 wk i always gt night Mare.
I didnt realli slp well, i feel im forcing myself to SLP
I Didnt eat well...
Guess my MOODs is affecting me.

every single nite since then...
I tears at nite
wondering why am i in this world and
I noe im nt perfect...
So i cant be perfect for each and everyone out there.
I ask myself why do it have to be this way?
Is this what God have given me?
Do i have to accept all the things ard me and let me be this waY?
Did i do the wRong thing to make u unhappy?

did i.... why... what ... how.... is it....

All the questions come to me at nite before i sleep.

U may tink im crazy trying to Act emo...
Ya im emo and down,
But i m not actinG.

For wad i wan to mk myself like a fool or go to SAD Mode
I rather be happy everyday and live to fullest.

But i cant.

I cant get out of the Dark..


I cant see anything..

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THE SADDEST THING ON EARTH = "LOVE"

i rather not have it.

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I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't... ListeN...

And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind

You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me

You should have listened.


(This is how i felt... for the past 1 wk)



If a guy and a girl cant und each other
And cant give wad they want,
Then why is there such a word "LOVE" in this world do exist?

Can someone tell me?
Coz i dont seems to und AnyMore

Labels: Dont u?, you just cant be bothered

Hello all

This post is just to tell you that someone in my life tell me this:


Do you know you are fuking KAOBEI?
(continue scolding...)

Very kB........ point at me kip poking me
Super fuking KB just now

Very FaN
Very irritating

U want cry you jus cry all the way,
Dont half way cry half way stop.

U wan KB... U KB all the way den dont cRY,
It gets so irritating when Half half

When i cry...........


The person luff..................



saying: SO WhaT? (with all the hand's action)




What can u do?



USe both the hands grab my shoulder to tel me im Damn KB

I breakdown........







Seriously till today my heart cannot take it
Hw can a person talk to u like that unless he or she is ur enemy/Strangers.

U mus be wondering who the hell is it that talks to me like tis?
NAh no nid to guess
U will nv guess it rite.
AND PLZ DONT COME TO ME AND ASK ME
Coz i will jus SMILE =]


My Heart ache...
So paiN each and every single timE

My heart beat will definately stop 1 daY.
1 fine day when im so clear and knows whats happening.



I can no longer get angry
Coz i actually dont hv the right to.

Guys...
If u guys also tink i FUKING NB CB KB


COme and tell me personally ok..


Tok to me nicely...
DOnt yell at me
Coz i dont tink i able to tk another one...


I noe im quite KB sometimes

Maybe im jus a mother fuker.....





A idiot who duno herself is irritating


The time wont stop for me
The time wont heal me either
I really hope i dont exist in this world

God,
Pls dun give me nx life
coz i no nid it and i dont want it

I start to HATE LOVE,FRIENDSHIP and anything that u nid to giv out ur love to others.


SRY if i sounds rude

Coz there are more ppl out there that r more RUde than me.

Im just a idiot

So leave me alone ok

Labels: neither do i und

I'm FREE , YES!

Thanks Dawn, Boss, Rachel and Chuan Wei =]

Thanksssss a million








It's time to start cheoroing...

But my brain cell's Dead.

ArgHhhhhhh

I'm kinda miss rough addicts ...
We on new paper... for suntec...
Zai!

But then all fat ugly face...
omg omg omg

Nx comp we join tgt oki.
meanwhile train hard
and nx up = Danzation 08


JIA U

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