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I wan..a..

!st - Last:

BED (abit jian)

Ipod ( Jian of the Jian)

Wallet

Hi 5 set??? @ my room (erm ya jiaN)

Full length Mirror

Money more than $500 (quite jian)

Nice casual Dress (last choice)

I no nid...

Dolls,
Watch,
Shoe.

Labels: so r u rdy to buy for my bdae pressie? lol

MY bday wishes...

I dont want to so FAST bday. knn...

Birthday equal Aging...
SIANZ


LOL
i like bday but den again i see the candles and realised im older.
Then abit sianz.
lol


What i want this year? srsly... I dont knoe!

Can my bf dance for me? LOL
Which is fuking nt possible as u all noe... LOL

YA its v sweet everytime ppl bday there wil be ppl dancing for em.
Of coz sometimes realli see til sianz liao, coz everyone is doin the SAME thing.

But stil Sweet as eVa. u dun wish someone to dance for u?
ERM I wIsh ler! LLOLX

luckily my bday dun fall on dance classes.
coz WAD? sure tio SOLo...
the most humji thing in dance... is.. to solo!
den everyone started shouting SWALLOW SWALLOW SWALLOW~!

NRa trend... LOlx

Well =]
why nt u all dance SPeed routine let me sEE? LOL!
ok super random. but wil be damn Funni.
ok im day dreaming.





mayb i jus like yen
lock myself in the cardboard and sing bday song to myself.
Sounds kool in a way and boring... and eerie? lolx

Wad i wan for bdae pressie?
ERm i always after bday den realised i nid this n tt... TMD sianz lolx


OK

I want... a BED? LOLX!!!!!!!
coz i gt no bed.
a princess bed. lolx

ok i noe las yr cardboard this yr bed like abit TOO Much~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOLx


I want... BAg, nice dope shit one. .
I want clothes for dance or Go out one also Can.

I want................. 1million $.............

I want go japan... u sponsor me?

Plz don buy watch for me, i gt a few..... and shoes......


Im nt those wan 10 shoes kind. i realli wil duno to wear which one.

I want...Surprises............ LOL! ok tok cok.
I want........................
haiz duno la. suddenli i cant tot of it.


last few choices... ?
dope nice Belt... ?
pants...
dresses...
jeans...?


LOL! ok............... dono...................................................................................
i duno why im nt enthu for my bdae at all.
last time i enthu one. i tel the whole world... LOL!
nw i stil tel. but nt so many......... but nw i blog...
Ppl who read NOES! then give mi pressie ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOO BAD U SAW! even if only 1 person 's reading! I DUN CARE!

TMd... LOL

erm................... im nt enthu,
mayb too many sad things happened ard me.




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which yr is ur best bdae?


mine. is... the 20th? the one
that they lied to me i cant join SUntec.
using ann to bluff me,
I cried fr afternun to nite...
den bloody hell ann called and sAY HAPPY BIRTHDAy.... -.-
thnks ar...

that was the best surprise...
and one is 22nd, kana rob by big jon.......
End up i realli lost my wallet...
THNKS ar...

23rd is... lex br mi to wild wild wet, den im stuck in tt tunnel... damn throw face
but FUN being with him den at nite br mi to fish n CO, all my fren were there
to surprise me.. not bad either.

21st... i ask em go underwater world with me...
den eat steamboat...
celeb with fredy... we 1 day different only.
den force us to drink and Wear a ultimate ugly maroon Dress at the
shop... adn mk us duno do wad.........
but fredy more ugly..

den i tink 19th was...
von contact with my sec sch fren.
den they hid in my room...
My fren some hide in the store rm.
i was tinking FUk.. Why store rm gt lights!! dim lights..
Cao.... i was tinking shit is GHOST.. cb liao!

LOL
den i open!!!!!!!!! lol!
3 guys hide inside and stunn.. why i open tt door first..
den i open the room

my fren and stup von came out fr mattress..
Den play happy bday song!
damn SOng i tel u...
den i smile..................... omos tear...
actualli i shld open my rm first den they come out fr store rm with the cake

BUT guys are stup...
they light the candle first.
LOL but i realli tot gt ghost, den im tinking jus chiong liao LA
knn...LOL!

so far i rmb ............ all these... way b4 tt i cant realli rmb...
CAN U? lol =]

love u guys

Labels: surprises mks someone happy for tt moment

everynite im closer to my dream
hope that day come soon.

Thats what he say.

He doesnt care whether i suffered anot,
he jus wan to be sth someday
to be well known, get the respect...

He said i complained.
I didnt.
All i wan is jus to tel him hw i feel.

HE sae i can leave wheneva i want.
he dun have the time to give me.

Either i just Stay or Leave, simple as that.
FInd a better guy that can fulli concentrate on me and nt bboy or wadeva so.

He will go full out on me, the day he mk it.
He will jus concentrate on me jus like his dope bboy frenz.

I ask him, deep dw do u love me?
YA he love..
I ask him again,

All i wan to noe is,
Do u wan me to be in ur future,
DO u wan to be the one that support me in future?

He said yes to me.

the word YEs....
mk me tear like mad.

still tearing....

He also said...
I kip complaining, then mk myself sounds wei DA~
Coz i told him i suffered alone.


can anyone tell me... did i trying to act weida?
For waD?

=[

i told him i mite leave someday
He is totalli fine with it if i cant wait.
This is the first time... i encounter such a heart pain love'

he realli killed me
deep dw.


I realli noe he dun care abt me till the day he is dope.
He don care... or mite be angry if he see wad i post.
and i doubt he bother to chk my blog at all.

Sigh.
wad a day.

Labels: to move on or to stay.. fear.

Oh i tink im going crazy again.
Maybe my menses coming soon
so Watch out~!
dont provoke me yEa.

today i wanted to ask,

How is the feeling when u first met ur loves one?
Heart beat real fast?
face turn Red immed?
Wanted to hold him or her for life and nv let go?
Or You tot, U found him/her?

I was unsure at first when i mit lex,
Mayb the age gap.
But who knows, we r tgt for 2 yrs~
Do i hv the heart beat real fast when he first hold my hand?
When he grab my hand to cross the road?
Hold me so tight and nv want to let it go...

Yes my heart beat was so fast,
And my face turn red..
I was so nervous.

I felt happiness at tt moment.
was it the right choice? i dont know,
I jus wan to kip on be like this as long as we r so happy.

But do u believe in happy ending?
No i dont....
Where is the happy ending?
It goes on and off...

when wil it be an happy ending between us?
Im not sure.

Do you wish that i will be the one in ur life?
Do u want it?
Im living in fear...
Living to see hw a hubby and wife cld stay tgt for the rest of their life.
My parent mite nt be a gd eg.
Coz my dad quite ignored my mama.
Nth unhappiness in my family.
jus mayb too bored of each other?
isnt married is e most hAppiness thing in the world?
Why dont each other tk gd care of each other and nt tk each other for granted?

Do u ever give it a try and noe it mite work somedaY?
Yes i believe it wil be better . i believed it wil work smoothly somday.

But when is the day?
when.......

Dont i deserve sth better alil fr u? =[

////////////////he always say i tink too much///////////////

I tink is i endure too long tts y i tink too much.
im nt possesive nor gt mental prob.
Dont be stupid guys... im a normal HUMAN, knn,lol.

sometimes its hw u let go or hw u treasure things ard.
Once u let go, or miss it, u mite nv get it back again...



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And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Subsides
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Labels: loves.

shake heads and feel old.......

SOME people just tink that they r really gd........ in dance.................?

hw gd can u be?

best in spore? best in the whole world...? (NAH Im nt even mentioning abt anyone. nO wRy)

Hw much did u went thru? u went thru all the comfort comfort trgs?

which brought u where u r todaY? =]

Sometimes.. its nt abt u can catch steps fAST or dance well or not.
Its abt ur heart, Ur mindset, your soul...... and the right ATTITUDE =]

IF u dun hv the abv.....
Den DON COME KB KBKB

kip kb doesnt help much



=]

Im Guailan and always XIalan =]


peace. V

Labels: dance = love

OranGe
20th June 1985
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