.Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ' 6:06 PM Y
Drifted
Coldness
Helpless
Aimless
numB
Feelings
Seperated
Ignorance
Missing
Searching...
Feel Nth...
Found ntH...
Liars...
Excuses...
Flirtations...
Rubbish
Nonsense
Knew ntH
Emptyness
Troubles
Problems
Vex
Headaches
Stress...
This is wad i had so faR-Recently
[To: Anyone]
Come to me if u r nt lying
Tel me if it's true
Dun leave me here al0ne
Stop giving mi hopes if there isnt anY
Dun mk mi guesS
Dun mk mi Tink...
I no longer can Afford all this rubbish anymor3
Too strong for Too Long
Its time to go to my lil' corner and be 0ne tt aren't so strong
Stay away fr STRONG this word for awhile
Get back to the lil' woman of myself
tk a deep breadth
nth is going to be tough
nothing...
Jus tired...
[c0m3 to me if the feeling is REaL]
[if nt i wun tk it seriousli t00]
[I wuN waste mY time to figure out
Wad games u're playiN']
[I've gt n0 time to finD out]
[I dun luv to play ard,
but if u really wan to plaY ard
I will jus play along with u]
BUT i'm not a toY =]
tk mi- sincerely
be it a frenz or a Relationship
*Moment to be*
Do you love me more than i do?
.Saturday, July 22, 2006 ' 7:44 AM Y
Keyshia Cole - Love Lyrics[Verse 1]I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe
[Chorus]
Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found...
Found you
[Verse 2]
Now your gone, what am I gonna do
Soo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...
[Chorus]
Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found...
Found you
Who would have known,
I'd find you
Ooooh oh
Now your gone, what am I gonna do
Soo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me I...
I need you.........
[Chorus]
[fade out]
Do you love me more than i do?
.Friday, July 21, 2006 ' 7:50 AM Y
aimlessSuddenli so aimless again...What has my life bec0me...I don't know.I wander ard...i follow the crowd ...u say my life is sad...No... my life is n0t sad at alLis jus another stage i had to go thruI'm getting use t0 it =)i no longer hv any h0pe on himno mor3...Even if he come back,I wun care anymoreI'm sure... and i guaranteelets hope he wun APPEAR =]coz im moving on with my lif3 nw...nothing is going to be so tough anymoresomeone sae...wads so difficult abt it...nahxxxxits not difficult at all..is the paiN =]but.. who cares~whatevA~~~ More interesting things is coming upALot of things is goinG onAwwww guess is going to be fuNxn0 m0re paiNn0 more hurtin'no more cryin'no more disappointmentno more flirtatioNno more angeRn0 m0r3...smilex=]back to the topic...what have i been doing nowadays?ermmm let see...beside working everyday...staying in the office to wORK...back to NRA to dance...rushin here n there...Have a mini moni smalli comp at club m0m0...[join for fun]go dw to mom0 every FRI nite...can u believe it?i dun luv to club...but... i've beeN clubbinG nowadays...drinking....................................drink n drink n drink...BUT i stil can walk straight... lolxi hate drinking...i hate clubbing...BUT wads up manx...i Started all tis myself~lolx..well.. ppl change, environment changed...so.. yesyeS... i changedNo big fuck la,jus surprise i will do the things i use to hate and i do it now...lolx wad a jk...but im totalli fine with iTlife stil goes on!!!heY!!!!i noe wad u all thinking...mus be thinking tt...bCOZ of him!!! i did this?NO!!!thnks to my dear ariel, von, yuxin so oN...i club with them alwaysbut sometimes... i realli dun feel like dancing in e clubso i wil become a spoiler... and stand one side... and look ardi'll start to observe ppl arD me... =]erm interesting ...but wad so gd abt clubbin?i... jus had fun, drink n dance.. tts all baand ..becoz of this...i get to noe alot of ppl...........bleH...tis is so nt me... lolxWHATEVA~.. who cares...u care?lolx.............A new life is coming on e way...i'm getting use to it *****
Do you love me more than i do?
.Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ' 5:44 PM Y
caN u define the word - Happiness?
erM last time i seems to lost in this direction...i dun0 what exactly it is,s0 i giv3 up...Now ask mi wad is happinesS?i wld sae... iM n0t sure.happiness is sth u br it to urselfhappiness is to noe wad u waN happiness is .... ....finding my way home...i feel so far away...but i'm going to get there al0nen0 matter hw hard it is =]i'm strong enuff to menDand nth is going to be as hard as tis agaiNnothinG...starting all over agaiNso tt i caN step out...pardon mi for my sadnesspard0n mi for being a sad one the past 2 yrs.humans, who can realli ctrl their emotions...time.... tel ya everythinG =]yes it tels mi everything.thnkssssThru e raiN...i've mk it....................................................................................I can't walk straight bec0z of U[who will evA noe how t0 appreciate]
Do you love me more than i do?
.Monday, July 03, 2006 ' 7:06 AM Y
Hw hv u been...
i wondeR...
Kip goinG...
& going but...hw l0ng can i hanG 0n
Being stuck in tat lil' h0le agaiN
i hate it...
Sth is missing everyday everytime
wads that?
gueSs i'm always nth to U...
nTH at all since e beginning
Wad can i d0...
i jus gt to accept it
[Walking in e raiN]
Do you love me more than i do?
.Saturday, July 01, 2006 ' 5:39 PM Y
ya insecure...
wad is wrong with me''
i dont know
dont ask mi why
dun tell mi waT shld i do
Im lost
no arrows pointing here n there for me........
to let mi follow the directions i shld be going
yes i feel insecure too
i duN wan any repeated process
i'm jus too tired for it.'
Do you love me more than i do?
