.Thursday, April 16, 2009 ' 3:51 PM Y
He only knows hw to say i make things big.
thats all he knows.
in his life his sushi his bboy is the most impt.
im nth to him.
i want to love him but i cant.
the way he treats me...
I felt like dying
mayb i shldnt b even living rite here.
i shld go.
he ignored.. when problem came along.
he jus tink i ridiculous and angry for nth.
he dun see the picture.
only his own world...
he tinks he's always rite.
no he is nt.
he forgt hw he loves me the way he used to.
he put bboy in the 1st place yet im at the 2nd place.
i give up.
i dont feel like living anymore.
im jus a burden to him
Do you love me more than i do?
.Thursday, April 02, 2009 ' 1:04 AM Y
IS really busy and stress to a point...
Im sick every thursday since a mth ago!
Got so zhun ma..
1st thurs b4 the 1st comp.
I TIO FLU.
2nd thurs I pulled my vein -thigh - cant lift up.
3rd thurs I MENSES- those ultimate PAIN LIKE FUK one.
4th thurs which is nw, i fuking back to square1 and TIO FLu again.
I SUSPECT all the FLU is always WQ PASS TO Meee
TMD Wang QIn, U WATCH OUT.
LOL
I got alot of things on hand til mid may.
then start to prepare for suntec comp i guess.
ROugh ADDIcTS~~~~ WE ARE GOING to DANCe tgt again.
Gd thing is we r back tgt.
Bad thing is, WE SURE wil argue along the wAy b4 comps.
Team mates tend to argue.
its super natural. kinda used to it.
SOmemorE im GL one, so... yea.
lol
lol
lol
jus say myself....
HAve been dancing like mad, like everyday.
Fr b4 danzation till now
nv stop beside CNY.
i hope i gt a day break,
Go out with Dear, shopping, gaming, watch movie, wear NICe clothes
JUS a day...
but there isnt any.
Im so tired.
nOT i dun love to dance
i really like being like tt
jus dance and teach, its interesting and i learn alot.
BUT yet... physically, im TIredd... really.
There are many things i must mk decision in life.
COZ my age tel me... i cant jus tink of myself.
Im running out of time.
not coz... im dying.
Is coz time is not on my side.
I must wk hard . say easy..do-difficult.
I Wan to do it, and i wan to mk it.
nth is impossible.
JUS like wad she told me, mayb some ppl tend to be slower to noe wad they exactly WAN.
YEs i am tt one who haven noe wad i wan bside dancing.
sounds like loser. but yet im nt going to let it be jus like tt.
JIAU ALL...
JIA U Feisty Volume,
RED ALERT,
SUSHI,
Kinderjoy,
Wasabi,
Joyce and the boys,
steffi's jr grp ( i suddenli forgt the name!) Sry
jia u...
and jia u my buddy,
jia u fredy, i hope u get well SOON!
jia u ah yi!
JUS JIA U~~~~~~~~~~
jj and bec and wq oso jia u for exam n stup projects.!
=] smile...
just kip smiling
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