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I Miss YoU

I miss my friends

I just misS theM al0t
thougH we met alm0st everYdaY for dancE
******* ******* *******
BudDy

My dopest DearesT frenz + BuD in NRA
How are you...
Since wheN we drift
Drfit so fAr
that i couldn't eveN reacH u
Rmb the DAys we jus joiN NRA
We pretend we dun0 each other at the bus Stop
And somehow we became the BEST BUDDY in NRA

We luff, we go crazy in e public like n0 one else care,
We Cry, Share sorrow tgT no matter Wad...

U Bring me joy, bring mi hope
tt life isnt tt baD =]
Thanks. i will always luV u
Coz we are not jus friend,
WE ARE BUDDY
the besT budDy in the worlD


*YenYEN*
My Dearest Stranger
How we really get to noe each other?
At NP's security areA ... [ROAD]
We wave to each other
And u ASK for my no.
Seriousli during the 1st camp @ NRA
i REALLI tink u too noisy lia0
but guess wAD?
WE become g00d frenZ.

When u or me feeling dowN
We always sit at the tracK there
Look @ the sky, the staRs, ppl Running arD
Sat there quietly listen t0 eacH otheR
U TAP my shouldeR to comforT me

I rmb got once u nid to C a doc
c0z of ur injurY
I persuad3 u for HOurs to C e DOC
FinallY u agreeD
And u onli wan mi t0 bring U to C e d0c
Thnk g0D nth happens to u =]

U r the one i miss most...
Coz we realli nV reallY talK
& use to Hav fuN like last time we did

U r e one i worried mosT
Please promise me u will be finE n0 matteR wad happen
U noe i always there...
Come to me if u niD me

*Xiao Dou*
Yes we Always close to the extenD ppl mite toT we r couple
U r e lucky one and im the sUay 1

JOKING...
U r the most caring guy tt everything u also trY
to cARE among the guys.
U noe wAD?
U r the greatest guy freN compared to e REST
Though u r troublesom3
NId to use my hse toilet as n wheN u senD mi to
my d00rs
but nvM
i stiL luv u =]

WE joke, we luff like hell everytime
but where did it go?
it become lesser n lesseR
And i dun0 why...
welL ur face look more n moRe like a beaN
so st0p actinG koolz,
its not goiNG to work anyway
MUACk***


*BeccA*
u used to dislike me
iF i diN rmB wronglY

See wad happen now?
We become GOOD frenx
as good as i toT
U can be as fuNNy as i tot...
and nv did i expecT u r so CRaZY @ timeS

But at the same time u naG too mucH
jus like me...
We r the aunties cluB SOON

PP twinx...
When did this name came along?
Since lil' bratz i gueSS
i feel comfortable witH u
JUS like the whol3 grp i can onli approach u the mosT

i Start to luv u =]
and yes ! till now i stiL DO
Dun BE STRESS
its all going to be ovER sooN
U lil piggY!

Ariel***
We wasnt g00d at e start
But u r the first girl i noe in NRA
the first and only...
ToO noisy till i cant reallY tk iT seriouslY
TILL now u stil are...

NV see a girl so naturallY blaCK like...
charcoal?
opS i noe u r going to haTE me
well u stil luv me yeah

Wild girl
We club tgt, we had fuN tgt
though not much
buT i miss it
I jus miss it...
TK GD CARE of ur healtH please
U noe u r going to be strong...
as strong as anybodY else.
BE StRONG my deaR


Jo***
the very first time i step int0 nRa
i saw u dancin to elva's AI DE Zhu da gE
i was like "WA my senior li hai!"
PURE ME ... lolx

First comp grp
ZUT@ sUnteC dance comp
my first comp & i get to wk with U
my 4th comp Funka XI
NRA Manifest0... i wk with u agaiNx
dopest grp in mY life so faR***
U feel the same too rite?
how we hope manifest0 can dance agaiN
but it will nv happen agaiN
we hv grown up & go seperate waY
Different Thinking
S0 i guess it will nv happen...

NRA Lush 2nd suntec comp...
i GRP with u agaiN
u r the one i wk with mosT
U r the lucky one to wk with mE =]
Say yes plzzz...

Small lil girl
always tt smalL
jus bcoz of all tis comp brought us tgt
we r another goody frenx!
nv expected rite? me t00...
muackX be HAPPY alwayS


Ter***
Though we nt counted as close frenx
but we all stay @ juronG
JURONG PPL always tt united yeaH?

Though u always ask mi to eat shiT
and i d0... lolx
i still luv u manx

U r my best "BF" liao
no one can be like u dote me sooo muchie
U r e funniest & cheery one
WIthout u in Cmt car,
it always so peaceful, no much laughteR...
U mk mi cant help but to cheER u out loud at dancefloor audi
SHouting ur name and sae GO "BF"!!!!

U r a talented one =]


FOR U: [though i noe u wuN READ]
yeS i do miss u
buT i noe nth is going to happen
NTh is going to WOrk
u r jus u
and i am jus myselF
we botH will nv meet our path tgT
coz u duN luv me
I noe but i remain silent in e dark
Deep dw, i care.
but guess u jus duN giv a damN


--THE END--

Everytime We Touch
I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch, in my dreams (my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel estatic,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
You make me rise when I fall..

SnaAp to the DanceflooR


Waited for hours...
Wasting time there...
kaN JionG here & There

Pissed off due to some reasons
and the stupiD h0t weather.

Kip askiN the samE questions...
again n againx

G00d exp
But a tough one to g0

So we sure see...

For jus onli Exposure & haD fuN
Gain exp there...
u mite nv no3 u learn sTH new =]



Booo0o0o

Everything Means NothinG


Since when she is Good...
She nv been Good in everythinG
And even she is,
Everything means n0thing

Her Em0 overwhelmed her
She jus wan everything to go smoothly
So she look positively
But a sudden attack...
Everything seems so darK in her world noW

She see nth's Bright
but darkneSs...

It jus took away everything from her
She left nothing
but feel useleSs
Nothing eva good will c0me to her anymoRe
She noes...
She Remained silent
and continue tt nth had happeNed

She lost almost everything
She even lost her confident
A period of time she try to pick it up
Yet she noes it's jus temporary
Yes... she's rite
Temporary only
Jus like u only gain Happiness for tt moment only
it wuN last @ alL

She feel lost once againx
She's cryiN'
to ask for help
But n0 one cld help heR

She hide once againx
She Cried once againx
She break dowN once againx
She lost her confident once againx
She cant see where's the light coming froM


She jus went back to the small lil dark hole againz

I wonder when will she recover againx
I wonder when will she GET out of the DArk hole againx

No ones know...

NOT Enough..

We only hv 24 hrs adaY
t0 some of them 24 hrs is too much for a daY
t0 some of uS 24 hrs is not enuff at alL

I try to reSt...
buT there's n0 time for me to reSt
Even i left a lil' bit of timE
i wld hang out to hv fuN

Dun lecture me...
bc0z i've gt no time to had fuN to0...

I got to work & Dance
Work and DAnce...
tt's my daily routine
Guess it apply to some of u to0

If i duN wk...
I've gt no income
i grAD=mus work...

Dance... had become part of mY lif3
I cant escape fr iT
So i Dun complain abt it

Things aint always perfecT
Sth jus affected me quite a lil' recently

though i'm more pissed abt it
but it turns to-bringing out mY sadness
ALL the sadness jus came along
i Rmb every single things...

AS a result i feel dw agaiN
i guess is onli for this few days only
=]

some1 sae reading my blog is jus like:
I Cant get to see the sun again tml
Hope is gone
Everything's losT

That's life...
i cant ctrl anythinG...
i can't...

Stress
She actually g0t so many things to handle
She dun0 whether she can tk it anot
She's tryin to manage
But mentally she cant
Physically mayb stil can hanG on longer

How stronG can she be?
She's jus a girl...
Live life to maX
She is doing it nw
although nt to the maX~
but she feel it somehw

She has been too str0ng for t00 loNG
She nids the strength to pull her to go on further
She's jus like e sTar which fell and
lamented its weakness to twinkle

tryiN' hard to...

You walk pass me
You gave me e sense of secure
You gave me hope
I feel nth but 0nly u...

Where did u go
Why d0 u choose to ruN faR away
I feel u n0 more
I kip searchinG & Searching
I couldn't even see ur shadow
I give up half waY
U walk towards me and giv me a hanD

When i was about to giv up everythinG
I found u againx
You came back
But i feel nothing at alL

This time round i diN Pin anymore hop3 froM u
n0 more...

Is there still feeling ard me?
I'm not sure
I jus choose the path call ignored
Ignore can mk u happier...
SO i choose to BE Happy

[[You are the one i always wan to rely oN]]
[[But I feel u n0 more]]
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You walk pass me
You graB my hanD
You intr0 urself to me
I diN really notice u
You choose to kip talking to me
And slowly i notice u

But now
Everything went silent
Everything's back to normal
Like we Din noe each other @ all
We din even bother to tok to each other

Mayb U r jus t00 wilD
And I'm jus a simple one

[[You r jus someone who happen to came al0ng my life]]
[[U're Nothing special @ alL]]
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What if eva 1 day all ur frenz are gone
And u've gt n0 one to turN to
No one...
U're feeliN losT
Walking on the street by yourself
It's raiNing yet u kip walkiN'

walk & walk
n0 one giv u an umbrella
to st0p u fr walking in e raiN'

all u cld d0 is kip walkiN...

0ne day...
0ut of no Where
Ppl jus kip cominG to u,
And u feel tt ur n0t alone...
but this wun last long
IT always diN lasT for l0ng

U will jus go back to square 1 again somedaY.

The person care for u
but sometimes u jus dun giv a damn to anyone
how wld u define...
wHen some1 treated u realli gooD & u jus kinda miss it
coZ its been such a long time ppl din show concern to u

U jus feel comfortable
Nv did u noe u actualli took it for granted
Nv did u realised u alrdy treat the person as part of u [as time goes by]

Is onli When some1 knock onto ur heaD
Ask u to wake up
U will realised everything was jus becoz of the caring they gave,
and u gave in without knowing
U treat them as its a daily routine in ya lif3

And when its gone
u find sth is missinG

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Nv did i tot tt we will have this relationship tt's kinda weird
Nv did i noe tt everything will turn out to be like this
Nv did i knew tt, there's so much going on in between actualli
Nv did i noe tt its so hard to get over it...so haRd to...
Nv did i realised how pain it is when its all gone
Nv did i tot tt tis is always an On & Off thingy...
Nv did i tot i can get thru this...
i Duno hw to remove the paiN in side me
Its always there...
And i guess i hate u
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Nv did i tot tt i wld mit u
Nv did i tot i wld giv a damn to U
Nv did i even realise tt i actualli did wanted to noe u more
Nv wld i tot tt i fall for u jus for tt moment
Nv did i noe tt tis end so fast + Sudden...
I jus dislike u...
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Din noe tt we will drift apart
Din noe tt things will turn out to be like tis
Seeing u and me being seperated
Seeing no ones care abt each other
SeeiN tt two of us go on different waY
I've got nothing to say
but jus to feel saD
I luv u no matter what
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NV did i noe tis will happened
its getting worse tt i cant imagine
what will happen to u next
Nv did i noe we drifted too
Yet i noe we care for each other
is jus tt no one is showing
I CARE and I wan U to BE FINE alwayS!
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Plz dont be sad anymore
U noe its not worth it...
U noe nth is true anymore
Its a lie
He avoid...
Coz there's no ans he can gave ya
he jus go one fuckiN big rd
to let u feel better
so he wuN b Tt guilty...
Forget abt it...
Its nt worth at all
stop making urself a saD one...
No one can help u but to be there for u
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U hv grown up a lil'
Cheer up alot
Nv did i noe this will happen to u
but this prove tt
u r stepping out to another stage of life
U r going to hv a better one sooN
or even later
no worries! kip going my dear =]
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I cant remove the pain...

What will it be if i Dance Thru0ut my lif3...
What wld it become?

Have u evA noe wad u wan in ur life?
Did u eVa eva sit d0wn and tink abt it...
Have yoU imagine how beautiful 0r uglY ur life wld be...

U cant see... U cant telL...
U cant eveN predict...

the only thing u cld d0 is...
Work hard & g0 for waT u wan
What u want, mite n0t really get it
But if u diN try... hw wld u n0e?

Failure
Dont U had it b4?
Everyone doeS...
its e matter u can accept it an0tx


when U were y0ung...
mummy & Daddy will tel u:
Girl... IF u fall then get up urself again.
n0w i noe wad it means...

Who wld luv to gr0w up?
i Dun wish to...
Coz there's s0 many things to tk
to handle... to tink...
So complicated till u wish to hide at a corneR
AND wish no ones disturB u...


and when u wish some1 is goiN to be therE
the 0n3 u want it most...
He or She will nv be there
neVa...

U will jus Hug urself tightly and cry to urself
telliN urself tml wil be fin3

but its not going to be fin3...
u noe it urself the most...
When ppl or frenz ask: U OKIE???
ur aNS wil be : YA yes...

NO... u're not at all...
buT u jus duno how to aNS back...
by sayin: NO IM Nt...
i doubt they cant help much too at tt moment

U carried all e paiN , all the wound...

Who caN help U?
the main part is URSELF
and n0t otherS...

Dance...
WHO CAN mk u a better one?
U, UrselF~
No matter hw gd an instructor u hV...
he or she can onli traiN u...
the main thing is... u gt to wk hard n pract hard on ur own

They r not ur Body...
they cant ctrl u much...
U gt to pract and pract to improve urselF

Same thing... u fall fr where, u get up fr ther3...

Whateva paiN u r holding on...
it will nv removed
but it will slowli fade away

Is life realli tt hard to survivE?
Mus we realli l00k till so neg?
Hw come some of us jus cant look at the brighter sid3?
why...

Step 0ut fr where u went iN
U will feel better somehow somewhere...

ITs not going to end jus like tt...

OranGe
20th June 1985
Gemini
Dancer

I always forget to forget YOU

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