.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ' 1:30 AM Y
I've been sick recently.
I guess is the worse time ever.
Yesterday, I'm unable to go to work.
Because i TI0 serious FLU.
While waiting for the doctor,
I start to feel i have headache & Fever.
But the nurse chk on me say i dont hv any fever.
SO i assume i tink too much.
When i went in to e doc, i did tel him i GOt slight headache.
HE nods.
So when i collect my medi,
I have - Flu pills, wind (for stomach), victamins and cough syrup.
BUT WHEn i gt home i realise there's no medi for headach,
so i tot mayb my headach to him is nth much ba.
BUT GUYS,
I eat the medi go slp
MY HEADACH BECOME WORSE,
AND I GOT HIGH FEVER.
I SHIVERED.
NO ONE's at homE only ME
GOOD GaME.
When i tot if i slp wak eup will be better,
But it jus gt WORSE LIKE FUK.
and every 15 mins i wake up!!!
TIME PASSES Damn freakiN SLOW.
SO i suffered the whole day ytd.
I almost faint. (Im serious)
the main point ... is
TOday i stil not feeling well coz of my headach and fever
so i ask my mama to help me tk one more day MC
normalli can tk one.
Unless ur mc is more den 2 days~
den the nurse GL and the doc GL
Say i shld be fine by nw.
GUYS!!!!
WHEN U HV SERIOUS FLU, sneeze til my nose SKIN COME OUT,
HEADACHE til almost faint,
HAVIN HIGH FEVER.
And stomach feel pain here and THERE.
WILL 1 DAY CURE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
NB CB
The reasons i gt strength now to post an entry is coz i slp too much ytd.
I cant slp.
And i jus wan to fuking complain.
SO the doc wans me to go chk again
THEY TOT I DUN WAN go WK.
Fuk em.!
I go wk Can earn money lo rather den i come and pay u for 1 more day mc
FUKER!
coz my original doc is oversea, if nt i die oso wun wan to see this doc.
My mama come back sae they dun believe me,
I quite pissed, i change and went out.
let em CHK!!!!!!
CHIKEN BURGER!!!!
SO when i went in,
DOC: Why u haven ok??? (in a pissed tone)
ME: I gt bad headache, ytd i told u but u NV give me the medi for iT!
DOC: oh... (check on me)
ME: i gt fever ytd, and i shivered the whole day
DOC: did u chk e temp?
ME: ytd gt chk but nurse say i ok. but i gt fever the whole day ytd.
DOC immed ask e nurse to chk temp on mE.
Result out: i got fever. 38 degree.
Today i feel not much fever le, but it still 38
can u imagine ytd im worse den tt and i dun hv medi.
I guess ytd gt 39 degrEE
And i jus ate panadol as much as i cld.
JUS BCOZ E DOC nv giv me the MEDI
and the nurse say i dun hv FEVER!
But i see them gt panic face. ( coz i guess is their job to chk properly lo)
WAD IS ONE DAY shld recover.!! KNN [*sry i'm real pissed]
I rEALLI V PISSED
AND total i spent 49$ for both day.
YTD $29
TODAY $20 (cheaper but i feel they shldnt charge me)
FUK EM
IDIOT
NX time i die oso wun go to this DOC
I will wait til my doc is back fr overseas
AT least he will be damn nice and und.
EVen he ask u come chk is coz he wry
and charge u cheaper alot.
THIS DOC SUX
STIL TINK U FAKE
ASK U COME CHK AGAIN
REALLI SAI
WASTE MY MONEY
now i gt 7 different type of medi
I SEE LE oso wan puke.
DAMN IT
I tml die also wan/mus go wk,
Can u imagine i tml nt yet recover nid to tk mc again?
Den i will spent abt 100 for my 3 days medication FEE
FUK IT
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.Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ' 6:53 AM Y
Can i just give up on dance right now?
Because i feel demoralised again and again.
I'm living in fear...
The Thing that i love most, became the thing that i'm most afraid on.
Could somebody guide me?
Last time wheneva we all talk abt dance,
It's sth Happy ,cheerful, Relax.
Now when i start to talk about dance,
Inside me feel miserable =[
Horrible...
How can i dont care...
How can i treat nth Happened
How can i dance happily...
4yrs down the road
All i cld see is ______ in dance.
Happiest moment are my first 2 yrs.
well, what can i do.
Ya, to work even harder.
But i cant push myself at all.
The feeling sucks =/
You guys wont even und.
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