Ya... what is all this abt?

things are going CRazy...
as crazy den i tot...


I've gt tis Gd fren who's GF damn Possesive...
BLAME me & shi for everything...
They quarrel bcoz of us...
they break up oso becoz us...

Hey bitch... Dun fuckin' pissed mi off alrite?

A girl who sae herself till soooo Bloody fucking Angel...
And sae tt she is tryiN to be nice alreaDY
Dun fake la...
THIS IS BEing too Childish !

U r realli gettin irritating as much as i tot of...

WHERE got ppl wan his/her another to giV up on GD FRENZ
and be with her forever and eveR

U mite jus get married
and no one will steal ya bf ar.... ???

We are jus BUDDY for yrs...
We diN even wan to seperate this couple
and yet she sae til soooo bitchy tt... i feeL LIKE SLAPPING HER rite infront of her FACE
and ask her TO STOP it***


well well....
she even blame me...
jus bcoz... i asked My fren to go MOMO to support mi for some mini contest.
and my Girlfrenz... jus wanted to saE hi to my fren and mayb aLMOST hug her BOI
She is bloody fuckin pissed abt it...
and sae tt she wil slap them rite to their face ...[almost]

ooooooo0000000000 u cant TRY it... if u dare to...
TRY slapping my frenz rite in front of me....
and... this wil be kool...

and she blame mi for nt stoppiN my FREN
[as in wana hug her boy]

PPL.... is it my fault?
or tis girl too possesive ?

HUG is the way of saying HI!
nb... u nv hug ppl b4 aRH

Trying to be fren with us?
U r jus FAKING
im kind enuff jus to force myself to SAE HI TO U in e toilet...
Well bitch... getta my waY


0verprotected ur boy...
wun do HIM n YOU any GOOD....
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SORRY ... this entry up there... abIT VULGAR + childisH ...
But den... i realli cant stand this fuckiN biatch....
jus Vent my anger ba =]
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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?

Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

How long must i cry
how long do i have to try to make happiness my friend
and how long will it be
until you've come back to me
& let me feel your love again

More and more
Your kiss is like a half opened door
I can't get in
You stop me just before I begin
And it hurts to be in love
.
.
.
When you only want me half as much ...



Right now
U Jus nid to find a way to my heart
If not, there's no other ways ...

Sometimes when u thought everything's Gone...
surprisingly... it will jus reappear infroNt of u againX.

WheN u wan it to come back and nv disappear in ya lif3
it jus go further and further....

When u decided to giv up everythinG
It somehow... jus come back to u again & againx

Am i rite?

s0 things wil jus turn out to b so confusing that...
WAD r u going to d0 nexT?

to forget abt it?
or t0 tk it back againx?

Your very first anSwer will be DONT KNOw...

buT when things jus kip repeating again and again

u will noe wad to d0...
maybe nt so sure...
but yet u experience it b4
so u can handle it better than e last time rD

y0u cld sae... its nothing to u
you cld even sae... i dun care at all

but deep dw... u noe its sth to u
and u care a lil' no matter wat...

and start questioning urself;
is everything realli worth it?

yeS... it is...
IF u gt n0 regret...
then it wil b worth no matteR wad ppl SAy...

how deep can u luv a persoN?
how strong can u be able to hold on no matter wAt?
and how sure are u tt u realli luv this persoN?

=]
ask urself if u encounter it b4...

Today's entry is nt bcoz im saD...
is jus somehw i jus wanted to bloG
tts alL ~~~

There are different kind of love:

1st: Serious

>>> of coz is ... i love u & u love me
and mayb live happily eva After...

2nd: Half fuck

>>>Luv ya for a period of time...
then sae wana break up
[commoN]

3rd: Irresponsible

>>> Fall in luv with another halfway thru a r/s
then choose to leave u there & g0 with another on3...

4th: 2 boat

>>> means... have 2 GF/BF on hand
then hide everywhere to prevent another GF/BF to seE each other?

5th: 1+1

>>> have a Gf/Bf yet like someone else and hold on to tw0
but another one is nt a officialli one


6th: Unclear r/s

>>> Behave like a couple, looks like everything is alrite
Yet the other jus duN wan to get with u...
maybe coz not rdy or wadevA?


7th: Scandalling...

>>> Say he likes u but jus not officiallY tgt
quite fuck up, but if u r willing, why not uh?

8th: Flirtations

>>>Got to know u, date U out afew time to c hw things wk...
then leave u aside if he/she is nt interested anymore ...

9th: 1 nite stanD

>>>no nid to go further explanation rite? u shld noe
STOP ACTING DECENT!

LAST: Controlling

>>> thats the worse i eva tot of...

A R/S... controlling another party...
to prevent he/her-bf/gf to g0 out or wadeva...
Restriction... <>

ya... so which one do U belong to?


Jus some pictures again...

PP twin!

wooo... who's on the poster?

Do you love me more than i do?

New Revolving Age
NRA
The PP twiN'
Its tim3 to relax & put dance aside jus for this momenT...
After Dance Class
Chill 0ut after Dance...
Rough Cut GettiN Rdy for Performance
Sometimes we really g0t ntH to d0 while waiting for performance to Start

MY 21 st BDAE with My Sec' Buds & NRA Peeps
Hong Kong Dance training FR 25th-30th Apr '05

We cant bear to leave eacH other... [Airport]
In e Plane
I've gt supporter!!! thnk U
Fail to Act koolz.. so sRY
Version 1 -Rough Cut
Preparing to g0 for another Comp...
Rough Cut @ int Hip Hop Comp [2nd]

we are Ready for Freestyle Comp NRA Chalet 2
Lil Bratz @ funkamania 2006
Caught on Cam
Ann's Bday
We went to watch Dancewk Prelims
Sumsung 2004
White Rythm

Sumsung 2004

[My dear JADE CREW]
Enjoying ouR poly's Lif3
NRA MAnifesto tryiN to be fuNNy

Suntec Dance 2005My 20th Bday @ studi0 After JitterBugs's dance class
RTHK- Remixs comp 2005
PSC dance Comp @ mediacorp
NRA Manifesto-Funka 2005
J8 dance Comp
Suntec Final 2004
Suntec Heats 2004 [My 1st Comp]
When i'm jus a nooB steepiN' into NRA...

Questions all over in my heAD

all over...

u sae u und me
u sae i'm lyin'
u sae i'm hidiN'
u even sae i avoid

I may nt noe hw true it is...
buT i noe myself more than anyboDy else

things happened...
so jus lEt it be...
Learn t0 accept things arD u,
u will feel s0 much better

h0w wrong am i ?
tell mE...


DO I HV EYES TO C everything...
i got and i hv...
DO I HV FEELINGS to Feel everything arD me
YES i diD

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say abt feelin'

Hw mani times hv u beeN hurt uh?

it's jus another freakin' quesT
... ... ... ... ...

Jus when u decide to put in so much
tt person jus giV u fake hope
then u start to get disappointEd...

what is wrong uh?
Don giv me shit such as... when i ask u a ques,
u jus said.... "is jus a bla bla bla"

yes... to u it is JUS Sth...
but nt to mE
i duN do the same way as u do
i duN.....

STAY FAR AWAY FR ME
if u tink it is juS like tis...

it may seems n0 big deal to u
buT let mi tel u tis...
FUCK ofF ya?

["U" diN realli SPecified t0 any1]
[Dun be sensitIVE]

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is it when ppl get bored den they will come & find ya
realise tt --- oH i stil hv tis frenz who i din contact for long

is tis ppl name as the Backup or?
wad does tis mean again?

ya... ppl get bored when u hang ard with them for long
they find tt u r nt sth new anymore,
but when they hv nth to d0,
they come to u again
Repeated procesS
isnt tt kool???
jus to mk use of u?

but sometimes u treasure it,
so ur mouth cldn't sae n0...
and u go ahead n nodded ya head & SAE YES...

stup rite...
but tis is wad all e humans being r doinG

but hv u tot of...
hw u get to noe ya frenz ard u?

u approacH?
or... they approacH?
thru frenz?
naturalli?

uhuh...

wads the most freakiN thing among these 4 ques up there?

>> ppl who approach u...
>> den fucking... ignore u after tt
<<>>???<<< >>then u will go : WTH?!! <<

its commoN...




if u dun fucking mean anything...
then put ya hand away and kip it to urself

if u mean anything.......
den prove it !

this is gettin freakin tirinG


yaya every1 is tireD
i noe...!

im not e onli one who iS tiREd...




nod noD

[[treasure it, if n0t-leave it]]

Do you love me more than i do?

Nothing is impt anymore...

I realli dun0 wat to d0 anymore...
'
'
I duN wana make anymore efforT
jus to save everything bacK
'
'
i see everything is so pointless n0w
'
'
'
s0 pointlesS...

who is making the effort?
who...

n0 one is doing it...

what is wronG
c0me and tel m3
wad is wrong with u all?
and wad is wrong witH me?
'
'
'
things jus became more and mor3 0bviouS

'

i jus cant pretenD there's ntH happened
i jus canT acT i'm okie with iT
though i trY t0...

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''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
forget...
have u eva forget sth totalli tt u luv so much?
Did u realli forget and let it g0 totalli?

i tried
& finalli i forget and let it g0...

buT somehw the pain cannot be remove...
its always ther3...

Hide & Stay deep deep dw inside u...

I can duN giv a shit to him anymore
n0t at all...
buT when some1 told me abt him
sth tt i dun wish to hear...

i feel.... anger yet the pain came out...
my tears......

ya... y do i stil feel pain when i sae i dun giv a shit to it anymore?

Nah, i realli dun
its jus the pain...
the pain tt wil always be there jus like a scaR

''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

Dont be afraid to step int0 my world...
coz i'm willing to let it open to anyone...

Dont judge me as a SAd and em0 one
jus by readinG thru my bloG...
Dun eva judge me jus lidaT...

u shld noe i'm nt like this in reality...
Not as much as this...
U shld noe...

''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

i dont wana be....

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to here
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign,
is it cuz u on Ya grid,
cuz your always on my mind

I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through

All i can picture is the color of your eyes,
and the way u make me smile I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin

The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem,
sometimes I Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem,
sometimes I Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)

[Baby Bash:]
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha


Ronnie Ray all day
Women in the hall way, Ev day losing track of the people tryna call me
Don't take this the wrong way, I been havin long days, doing it, moving
Round the town wherever I'm getting my song played

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much

Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much

I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)


Doing Too Much...



=[Ya... guess i d0 t00 much for everythinG]=

Insecure feeliN'

everything seems so empty...

none of em is true
is jus all fake one

can U see?
can U hear?
can U sense?

i can't...
not even a single one of em...


my heart
my soul...
Fade away
'
'
Things is getting further & further

tt i cant even get nearer...

U can ASK "why am i so emo now..."
why...

i don't know...
wad is wrong with me?

i nid someone to heal me...

Can u?

come and heal mi if u can...

coz i nid u to heal me...

if not i will jus go weaker eacH day

tt i duno wads exactly wrong with me...


jus emo... not depressioN!!! NOnOno...

ya...

[[Be without U]]

OranGe
20th June 1985
Gemini
Dancer

I always forget to forget YOU

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