I've lost a friend

Goodbye my dear friend

Rmb once you told me : "I'll always rmb u as a friend of mine"

And i told u that too.

till now i will still Rmb u always...

Always as a friend of mine

Thanks for the days we spent tgt

I'll miss you

Your next life will be a better one

I'm sure of it...

Rest in peace my dear friend.

The very 1st pic we took tgt 2004 Suntec dance CompHe came to Support me

thank you

MY turn to support him

Bump into each other after so long i din get to see him. [[funka 06']]

Labels: U've moved to a better world

Do you love me more than i do?

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if i have to-boy i think that you shld know

All the love we made can never be Erased

And i Promise you that you will never be Replace

[[I love you... Yes i Do...]]

I will be with you as long as U want me to

Until...
[[the end, of Time]]

From the day i met you, I know we'd be Tgt

And now i Know i wana be with you Forever

I wana marry you and i wana have your kids

Thinking never compared to the feeling of your Kisses

I can Say i'm Truly happy till this day

You make me thank god that I live my life everyday...

There's never been a Doubt ... in my minD

That i regret Ever having you by my side

But IF the day Comes that i have to let you go ...

I think there's sth i shld probably let you know

Treat Everyday that i Spend with yoU

And i will miss U coz i'm happy that i Had you at All

Labels: Never be Replace

I wish i cld disappear

I have said wad i have to.

It hurts deeply.

Labels: dying soon

My life is Nobody

Thanks guys for e robbery Scene

Abit Stunn 0.o
but i suspect it was a surprise
But at this moment im confused...

What if... ITs reAL
Then Nb fuker lia0...

My wallet, Hp,
ALex's wallet, Hp, Psp
And Mp3 [gift]
IS ALL inside ...

But the moment The thieF Snatch my Bag
My eyes Went BIG And shouted WHAT THE FUck!!!???

the uncle at the block really get shocked
LOLX
He tot was REAL

But its a Surprised.

Thanks guys.

Thnks Jon for being e Thief

Thnks...
VOn, Bec, Yen, Ariel, Wq, Xin, Min, Joyce
Ter, Cmt, Glen, Alex, Zx.

And thnks Deardear.

Did i miss out anyone?
Coz really too many of u.

And I really wan to thnks Lishi
She Celebrate e Whole Day with me,
and spent so much $$ on me.

Thanks Lishi...
U r always my best sis >,<

Thnks everyone tt Smsed me
Eg: FredY...
He sms : Im sry i cldnt be there for the surprise
[[Just BEFORE they surprise me]]

how stupid he can Be... lol
Anyway happy bdae to FREDY
we OLD tgt =]

Seriously 22nd bdae...
BIG Suck Time!
once u are over 21st
U tink... BDAE... anything bA...
But still... Thnks...
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Ya, I dont expect anything
But things just not rite
I hate it
And i hope i wont come to a point to Give Up all
Coz i noe if i cldnt tk it
I will...
Even how pain it is...
[[ya stubborn]]

I didnt had a nice bday todaY 20-06-07
The first thing i went out...
Is... To police station,
Den everything didnt went well
Which i try so hard to put on a Smile.
But i failed to.

I knew shit wil happen on this day
so... why shld i care so much

I will jus leave it starting from today.
I wun put so much into it.
Coz it jus mk things worse
I will go back to who i am like last time.
My life will b better.

Labels: happy birthday to myself

My life is Nobody

Labels: my Heartbeat stopped

At this very moment,


I feel tired.
I wont wan to REally caRE about so much,
Or chk out whats happening ard mE.


I am sick
continuously...

Down with Flu den hv Breathing difficulties at nites
Down with a lil Fever, perspired but Feel Cold
And when everything's going to be Fine
Im coughing badly right now.
(hah, but who cares? everyone wil be Sick too)


I eat all e medicine to recover everything Fast
I Dont noe why, but i felt time's Running out.
I've gt no time to FALL sick at this moment.

I felt ive gt so much to be donE.
But i jus cant figure out what the HEck is ThaT.


Everything will not go smooth as u see it...
It wont.
Dont see it so perfectly and Pin ya hopes on it
COz ended up its all Abt Disappointments.


Crashed...



My Birthday's coming!
But i dont feel excited at all
Not at all
Coz birthDday is nth For me at this moment
Its always e same isnt it?
Everyone will jus fork out 10$ each den buy a pressie for u.
[[LOLX, TEr, i nv sae its U]]



But so what if u every yr Oso celebrate?
Which one den IS special?
Which one den REally meant Sth ?


I got a feeling,
I wun have a nice Bday this yr =]
And i'm too lazy to Plan for one

Its always e same

on my way to TBG 07' [[random]]

Labels: happiness is nt within me

Labels: =[

Tonight i cried

Labels: hurts

I Miss Everyone.

Pardon me.

But

I really miss my friends
[[all of YOU]]

And i Miss my deaRdeaR -Day & Nite

I miss my Y0 BudDy- U still owe me mY Fairytales DVd,
Nb, When u want to Return!!! hahz

I misS My Bag, i mean Bec - U busy Girl, owe me a shoppiNg Day,
The PP twINx!!!

I miss Yenity - We didnt have time to catch up, coz u r to0 Fatz in wayS!!!

I miss JJ,Yuxin - Have u girls grow FatX? I didn't ... i Hope!!!

I miss Nancy , my maid Peiyi - Where have u been? Our ugly Dance Games!!!

I miss Jolene - my shortie girl, I dont like to club anymore, lolx !!!

I Dont really miss Min and Joyce, Coz last sat we just Gossip!!! for Hours,
shake HEad*** u girls cannot so evil okie =] Dont influent mE!!! =X

I miss ariel - but not really, lolX coz We just spent 3D2N tgt!!!

I miss Lishi, my best sista - U are so busy with exams. so hard to grab U.

I dont Miss the guys...
Yes yes... i Miss the guys =Ter, Cmt, Glen, Chao, Fredy - Where did the Fun g0???

I miss NRA - buT where did e happiness and decent side gone to??? it gone with e WinD~

I miss... Dance:
But at this moment, i dont feel like dancing for awhile.
The passion's tired
IT nids a REst, Same goes to the IntErEst.
It will be back, when the motivation come alonG.

I miss the world - when Can i See the world with lights on me =/

[[Everything Remained silenT]]
[[So does she]]


Reminder - my Birthday is coming~ I'm nt shy aT all
Sorry

Labels: I miss everyone

Sometimes u will wonder...

Why u fought so hard for wat u want

and this is wat u get in e end.

U fought so hard coz of the passion or interest or sth u Really luv
but it always .... i MEAN... ALWays...
End up to be nothiNg

So what if u won lotsa Dance Competitions in e past
People jus dont giv a damn.

Coz if they wk hard,
They can do e same as you[s]

Am i rite?

So what if u tried to pract hard
and improve to a certain Level...
People dont appreciate.

Yes, dance for yourself
I always told myself this.

We are jus like sth unwanted
to be thrown into e Cold Palace
when time's Up.

They no nid any of us anymore.
Did i say anything wrong?
I dont tink so.

In e past,
There's always gt this bonding tt kip us tgt no matter hw hard it is.
Thats in e pasT.
Not now anymore.

Things happened fast
and
People forget you fast t00

There's no point for me to continue
I will st0p when i need to.

U can say then this is not call passioN
to me, i always tot it is in the 1st plaCe
Then i realise its only interest with a lil passion
to kip me going.

There will be an ending for every story.

Labels: =/

My life is Nobody

Take me away
I wished i'm not born into this world...

I'm not happy
Can you feel it?

Maybe no ones care.

I am nobody
Nobody wld care
For wat they bother?

Coz im jus a nobody.

Live my life awaY
Waste my time away
I've nv done anything i really want in life
Coz i'm too afraid to Step out
the World is fake

I'm a unhappy person.
I dont know why

but i cant survive for long.

Labels: my heartbeat died

KL Trip

I went to KL with blackIe Ariel for 3 days 2 nite

Who say KL is fun and i'm going to slap whoevA who say that~

KL is so fuk up!
maybe we only satisfied the Hotel Services/Room.

I shld Start with...The f00d there

Mayb we are nt familiar wad is nice there.
But still fuk uP.
The price writen on e board is always not the Exact price
LEt say : One KFC meal is... $7.70 RM,
But when u Pay its: $8.15 RM
[[For all fast f00d]]
ps: the Fast food There Suck! worse than spore...

Let say: We ta bAo Duck Rice baq to Hotel,
U tel the auntie : Auntie i Wan the Chest MEat!
Auntie : OKie Okie!
When u go back... its all Bones... -.-
Malaysian wan to Bluff singaporean...

Ok, 2nd is the PPl there
Fuk up oso!
We went to ChinaTown at KL

Guys... Dont eva Go there,
esp Girls!
Its like a street, the moment u step into there
OOOoooo
Every SINGLE sales person
Will Ask u : MISS wan to buy? Cheap?
In all diffferent kind of languages
Thai, Chinese, Cantonese , eng...

at a pt i walk pass this sell duno wad de
This blackie, duno is malaysian or thai or wadevA Shit
Touch me!
touch my Arm Which is So near to MY "breast"
he stil tap 3 times and look at mi in a Fuking irritating look
and ask mi wan buy his thing a not~

Cb...
Seriously im pissed with tt...
i look at him and Diao him.
Gubaix #%^&^%$#@

Ariel nid to buy a shoe,
And wads so Fuk up is the ppl at chinatown.
She nids Size 6.5

Ariel : Do u hv 6.5 for orange color?
Unlce: Yes, np!!!

[[Go To tk the shoe like for yrs...]]
After damn long come baq

Giv ariel sizE 8
Still dare to say...

uncle: oki!... can ,tie the shoelaces thight ok le
ariel: ... too BIG
Uncle: or u wan gOlD? gold color gt size 6.5
Ariel re cfm sae gold color Size 6.5???!!!

Unlce confidently sae YES
again... go tk for yrs come baq
Giv her sZie 8.5/9

Ariel Says too big,
Unlce stil sae: No more alrdy. or u wan black, grey or blue?

NB fucker...
Dont they noe its... size 6.5
we go to 2 shop ... all like tt, SAMA SAMA.


till e lasT shop...
this handsome cutie guy shouted,
saying: wad size u wan? [[sth liddaT]]
we l00k baq, seeing his cute and gt confident looks
SO we turn baQ

we ask for orange color sized 6.5
He show us a GOOD sign,
and sae g0t witha damn bloody kool Face >,<

He comes baq with e shoe,
still tie e shoelace for Her
ended up...
...
...
is size...
.
.
8 !!!!!

nb fucker...
Another act smart one
We damn disappointed
and we dun wan to buy the shoe le!
irritating ****

Don eva go there, theY are idiots...
seriously,
u go there will pissed and moodswinG -.-

3rd: the Cab

the Cab is all so not new
All so lok c0k

IS nt go by meter,
b4 u get in, plz ask for a price ...

conclusion is...

KL really not fun, and fuk up

the only thing i enjoy is...
the bath tub in e hotel
and everything in e hotel

But the food in e hotel, fuk up and ex too -.-

mY nx trip wld be HK or taiwaN
I rather save alot to go other countries!

Japan will be e nx aim too =]
My home town ,lolx


But thnks ariel for Everything in KL =]
muack

Labels: boriNg trip

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20th June 1985
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