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PresentinG t0 yoU : NRA DANZATION 2006 - DId y0u misS it? U bettER N0t
A dAy t0 Rmb... 11th & 12th Nov '06
AT the backstaGE
The shortest in NRA: Daph and Jo [lolx]
Mary J Vs Army iteM
My Dear COGY : GLEN NG
WE are ready... to GO!
Stil playing? Stand By pleaSE!
James is TRying REAL HArd to Act k00l...
How long have we n0t beeN tgt like this? YO BudDy

EAT EAT... MAC ROX... -.-lll
Uhuh... Who's Here to supp0rT ? the tall tall gUy with the tallest GIrl in NRA
Aww Dun jealouS Onli mi n fRED can be so LOVing =]
Why is he always tt TALL? I luv JustiS
Whats this 2 idiot Doing?
The Beauty and The Beast [MAE-TER]
2 FRED... I jus hate ALfred but i luv Fredy =]
Ops... TALL and SHORT.. aww p00r j0...
SnaAp members [Bec,0range,Daph]
Why did Ron look like thiS? lolx

Opening: Kool + Nerd uhuh.. the WHITE HOODs is here... =p

YUP sorry
I'm abit slow to blog tis... after like...
its 0ver for 2 wks.

NRA DANZATION

Have u guys watch?
Well...
I start to miss Danzation

It may nt be a DAMN G00d show to some of em
BUt... we din let anyone down @ all

I jus wan to SAe... some emo emo Freaking things here:

YES, like everyone mentioned
A BIG THNK U TO Every1!

I luv u guys deep dw inside me.

TO ANN:
I luv ya for everything.

Thanks to u, to mk danzation a success one.
Thnk you for putting so much effort in NRA
NRA without u, it wun survive till now.
Thanks for teaching us how to dance.

I thank you for teaching mE hw to dance
For letting mi noe wad is dance
aiya... Thnks for every single thinG

TO NRA PEEPS:
You guys jus rock~
Thanks for being part of it.
Thank you...
Kip on dancing...
till u r old,
Hving a walkin stick
but stil can d0 wave...

LOLX LAME!

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H0w many of them really care?

and how many of them really know?

Its jus part of the life

People care only when they like you
People care only they know without u is n0t going to be fuN
People care only because they suddenly thot of u
People care only when they happen to be there
People care only they think @ least by asking is better than nth
People care only becoz u r jus happen to be a fren of his/her GD friend

People jus Don't Care
Don't Concern
Don't give a damn

Most impt is... people jus care for themselves

PPl pick the best one among them
when u r good at nth,
They wun even consider you as one
or part of them.
[[maybe unless u r a joker tt cheer pplz up?]]

People found their loves one
and slowly they dun become part of ur life

People found sth new
and if u r nt up to it
slowly u wun be part of them too

People here
People there...
Who's exactly the real one by ur side...

They all actually left...
No longer they r part of me
They went further & further
I just stuck at the same spot
without noticing me.

But thanks u all
I thnk u(s) for being part of my happiness
part of my sadness
part of my Crazyness
Part of my Madness
most imptly is part of my life

At least i had them before.
Real thanks.

I guess we wun even have the time to hv such wildness again
I noe we won't

But thnks once againx

THE world without me

and the world without love


If the world have Billions n Zillions of pplx
Without me...
Will there be a different?

I wld say,
It mk no different.
Is jus another human being
living ard in this world.

The World without lov3
What will happen if there's no luv in this world?
People will not feel much happiness in them
It will be content with tt much happiness
but its not enuff
c0z there's no love in this world
But at the same time,
there's n0 paiN.

Dream.
Everyone has one
without it
U feel aimless
U feel lost

Everyone dream this
Everyone dream that

but how dReam realli come true?
It's all depend on yourself
and ur own FATe
Is ya path to go thru every single thing.


I realised...
There's no Me in e piC
I realised...
I'm always alone
I realised...
Good things dun happen to me
I realised...
I've gt no one
I realised...
Happiness dun com3 to me
I realised...
I'm always gd for nth

There's nth in me.
I've gt nth
n0t even a friend
tt i can lean on.
Its all fake.
Is jus on e surface
that pplx tot we r all gd frenz

We all are not actually
shld i sae... me and them are not.
never...

t00 tired to feel it
so i leave it.
it hurts
and i cant do anything
but to stand aside to watcH
hw happy they are.

I'm invisible.
nodded*

I give up...

And it mks me remind of him.
I hate the way he treat me in e past.
HE leave nth but scar.
I wish i nv noe him.
I wish he disappear in my life
and i will nv see him again in my life
but i noe i will...

[[its tearing inside, but none of u care]]

For that moment, i tot I'm dying
F0r that almost 2 hrs [cant rmb]

No strength
Helpless
Walking alone
Weak

Dont knoe why suddenly like that t00.
Pain...
Uncomfortable.
Perspiring
Blur visioN
Tired.

Tried to hang on
and i did.

waiting for them to come,
Thanks al0t.

[[.The walking part really kills me.]]

[[i almost give up at tt moment]]

(Jus feeling Really Unwell out of a sudden in case u guys tot of sth more serious
but tts hw i feel at tt moment)


Thnks beckie and jo =]

Hurtful thiNgs juS happeN in Life

She dun feel good @ all

I Feel it
I Cant help it but to feel it
I duN belong to it
I noe, i totally feel it
SRY to feel it

the journey start
Im totally lost at this pt of time
guide me
But i cant see any of it...

all i can see is they only care abt themselves
all i can feel is...
selfishness

i dislike the crowd
i dislike the bias among every1
n0 one is truthful i guess
Everything's fake

who will really care?
NOPE
_________________________
He came but yet u feel nth
nth...
c0z he cant be bother to0
neither d0 HIM

what am i to all of u...
i feel nth

ya...
i miss the days when everyone had fun tgt
i realli miss it
but no longer can i feel it

u hv so many frenz ard u...
yet they onli be there for awhile
they left after they hv their 'CLIck'
they change and change
u will no longer be in the pic.

sometimes u jus dun wish to try
coz maybe u will try too hard
s0 wads the pt of trying
they dun bother
did u all carE...
sry to sae n0.

s0 i rather stay away fr the crowd
when the crowd gets bigger,
its too scary.
[comment whateva u all wan, i dun care]

maybe some are nt born to be favouritism
so no matter hw funni u r,
u r jus nt funny.
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there's a deep h0le inside me
a hole that he has given
is always there.
hidding inside myself
a scar...
tt can nv removed
i hate tt scar
i jus fucking cant remove it
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Dun leave me alone
im scare
and im numb
if u all care
plz dun leave me alone
i had enuff thruout this painful journey
n0 one noes hw hurtful it is...
but it jus hurt

who can i realli trust on
this ques is always there
c0z im nt sure who is the one


t00 sad to be...
it was nv meant to be like this...

SHIT ALWAYS HAPPEN

Don't fucking tell me all thiS Shit.

What is " I LET U DO IT" ???
Who the fuck r you t0 sAE-I let u!!!

Come on la...
We have agreed to it isnt it?
and now u both SAY " WE LET U go DO IT"
IS not u let me do it.

Im the one wh0 wan to do it in the first place!
Thats part of my life
U cant stop me at alL~

STOP Using tt sentence to me
I had enuff!

I may nt be doing well in certain things
i ADMIT~
IS my fault okie
I'm so sRY
But duN tk me for granted t00.
I'm nt rubbisH

Mayb i tk tis too serious.
But wad u and another saE
I realli cannot toleraTE

I hav my privaCY
i nid to hv my own time!
I cant do the things when im on leave?
i cant?

......................................
YA im venting my anger in this BLOG
and is my BLOG~
n0 ones hv the rite to SCOLD ME
when i VENT my anger HERE!

I'm jus freaking fuckiN PISSED by
the Sentence "LET U GO DO IT"

Im nt a doG!
I'm a human
A human who luv to dance
WHO r u to judge...

TOO BAD~~~
i am jus myselF~
TOO bad for U.

TOo bad?
U hv to come back?
U got to miss IT?
U r not even suppose to?


Dun fucking come tel me all this shit.



Fuck off...


***

Beside Production...
My Mind gt all this lyrics:

Take em' to the chorus

[Chorus] Come here girl
Go ahead, be gone with it
Come to the back
Go ahead, be gone with it
VIP
Go ahead, be gone with it
Drinks on me
Go ahead, be gone with it
Let me see what you're working with
Go ahead, be gone with it
Look at those hips
Go ahead, be gone with it
You make me smile
Go ahead, be gone with it
Go ahead child
Go ahead, be gone with it
And get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it
Get your sexy on
Go ahead, be gone with it [X6]
Get your sexy on

Its n0t so easy to cheor0 becoz...
it kip REPEATING!

#$$%&$&%&$#&

yUp most proB i'll be cheor0ing this parT
The REst too difficulT le
Will leave it t0 beckie aka PP TWIN,
and the rest =]

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Back to the em0 m3.

He say the choice is ours.
He believe destiny.
He knows which path he Shld take.
He jus followed.

**************************************

How sad cld a person be.
To cut their own wrist?
To jump dw froM the highest level & die?
Or to giv up hope in life?

Which is the saddest?

why some jus dun0 hw to treasure themselves.
Even hw sad you are...
There's stil ppl ard who care

But this ppl jus don giv a damN to theM
They try to help
yet they rejected
then wh0 can help u?

0nly u urself.

Jus like he choose his path,
He Choose to remain it as a SAd one.
only him, can help himself.

If u tink walking this path is tough
IF u tink theres n0 more hope in tis world
If u tink there's n0 luv ard u

then let it be...
No one can help u if u diN intend to step out.


I hate u(s) for the being the way u're
I hate to see u(s) pretend nth happen
when there's sth going on between e both of US
I hate the way u(s) handle things
I hate u(1) for leaving me aside.
I hate u(2) not treasuring urself.

It turns to ... I hate myself for nt being able to help.

The-You applies to the two of U.
Yes... its U(s)
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The U(1) :

When u left, i lost a part of me.
I cant let myself 0ut.
Struggling deeP dw inside me.
Tell me what am i going to d0.
U r inside me somewhere.
I cant let u out.
Plz leave me al0ne.
I hate u and I hate myself.

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The U(2) :

Stop all the hurting in u.
its n0t going to WOrk.
Each day i see u getting sadder & sadder.
Each day ur smile ... jus fade away slowly.
NO longer see that smile in u anymore.
where did it gone to?
Find it back.
U wil found it someday, i believe.

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Right or Wrong.
It doesnt matter to me.

Follow ur heart.
Happiness is always with you.
Find it.

OranGe
20th June 1985
Gemini
Dancer

I always forget to forget YOU

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