.Wednesday, January 03, 2007 ' 7:10 PM Y
Maybe its worth tryingIts always better than nthDo u guys think its worth?Mayb u all din even realised its actualli for U allPerhaps its jus another gatherinGPerhaps its jus sth tts called "entertain"0r maybe its nothing at alLJus happily eat and talkthen when mood's goes wrongOne by 1 jus leftTryin to giv a smily face and say bYe.Maybe i din plan it well enuff...Ya i tot it wld be a gooD oneBUT when you always thought sth is GOODIt always ended up BADLYokie ... maybe i tink TOO muchwateva?Before things started...I saw $50 in e lifTand i pick it upI tot i was abit abit aBIT lucky onlyThen i Saw RAINBOW when i went dwstairs to buy stHI stand there and watch it, its jus infront of ME.I feel luckYthen i thought maybe Its a GOOD StarTHa starting... okietill the endyap it wasnt so goodi expected itand i noe it will happenedSo i leave it.Dun sae i bad attitudeI didnt.I tried my bestbut im too tired to hang onyeS i admiti do giv up in certain thingswhich mk mi a "Dont care abt anything" personI didnt mean toI am nt strong to Hold on to certain things anym0reToo many things happened this past 2 yrsdue to all these...I became a so called " Lazy one "I dont dare to rmb e pastwhich mk mi forget things easilySometimes is gd to forgetBut to a certain level tti can even forget wad i hv done or wear Yest?I cant be bother abt wadssup with u?due to the certain extend ttI dun realli realli check it out ..wad happen to all my dear Frenzi totally duno why they r sad... why they em0 blablablaI lose interest in alot of thingsI dunno hw to realli luv a personI give up hopesI duno hw to savea friendshipI kip all these pain inside meI'm nt saying tt things are realli badBut things happened jus like tthow r u going to accept everythings tt jus pop out in ya lifE?To me...I totally lost in waysI duno why am i hereI dun see any future nothing muchMaybe i din giv upi jus leave asideCan u feel hw i feel?Can u hear my heart's cryin?Do u noe hw pain it is at times?Do u noe hw sad it cld be?Hw wld u noe...If u nv felt it b4...Its always tearing inside...--Always--
Do you love me more than i do?
