.Sunday, June 07, 2009 ' 5:00 AM Y
everynite im closer to my dream
hope that day come soon.
Thats what he say.
He doesnt care whether i suffered anot,
he jus wan to be sth someday
to be well known, get the respect...
He said i complained.
I didnt.
All i wan is jus to tel him hw i feel.
HE sae i can leave wheneva i want.
he dun have the time to give me.
Either i just Stay or Leave, simple as that.
FInd a better guy that can fulli concentrate on me and nt bboy or wadeva so.
He will go full out on me, the day he mk it.
He will jus concentrate on me jus like his dope bboy frenz.
I ask him, deep dw do u love me?
YA he love..
I ask him again,
All i wan to noe is,
Do u wan me to be in ur future,
DO u wan to be the one that support me in future?
He said yes to me.
the word YEs....
mk me tear like mad.
still tearing....
He also said...
I kip complaining, then mk myself sounds wei DA~
Coz i told him i suffered alone.
can anyone tell me... did i trying to act weida?
For waD?
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i told him i mite leave someday
He is totalli fine with it if i cant wait.
This is the first time... i encounter such a heart pain love'
he realli killed me
deep dw.
I realli noe he dun care abt me till the day he is dope.
He don care... or mite be angry if he see wad i post.
and i doubt he bother to chk my blog at all.
Sigh.
wad a day.
Labels: to move on or to stay.. fear.
Do you love me more than i do?
