.Friday, June 05, 2009 ' 3:48 AM Y
Oh i tink im going crazy again.Maybe my menses coming soonso Watch out~!dont provoke me yEa.today i wanted to ask,How is the feeling when u first met ur loves one?Heart beat real fast?face turn Red immed?Wanted to hold him or her for life and nv let go?Or You tot, U found him/her?I was unsure at first when i mit lex,Mayb the age gap.But who knows, we r tgt for 2 yrs~Do i hv the heart beat real fast when he first hold my hand?When he grab my hand to cross the road?Hold me so tight and nv want to let it go...Yes my heart beat was so fast,And my face turn red..I was so nervous.I felt happiness at tt moment.was it the right choice? i dont know,I jus wan to kip on be like this as long as we r so happy.But do u believe in happy ending?No i dont....Where is the happy ending?It goes on and off...when wil it be an happy ending between us?Im not sure.Do you wish that i will be the one in ur life?Do u want it?Im living in fear...Living to see hw a hubby and wife cld stay tgt for the rest of their life.My parent mite nt be a gd eg.Coz my dad quite ignored my mama.Nth unhappiness in my family.jus mayb too bored of each other?isnt married is e most hAppiness thing in the world?Why dont each other tk gd care of each other and nt tk each other for granted?Do u ever give it a try and noe it mite work somedaY?Yes i believe it wil be better . i believed it wil work smoothly somday.But when is the day?when.......Dont i deserve sth better alil fr u? =[////////////////he always say i tink too much///////////////I tink is i endure too long tts y i tink too much.im nt possesive nor gt mental prob.Dont be stupid guys... im a normal HUMAN, knn,lol.sometimes its hw u let go or hw u treasure things ard.Once u let go, or miss it, u mite nv get it back again...-----------------------------------------------------And sometimes when we touch The honestys too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I want to hold ya till I die Till we both break down and cry I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides Subsides ======================================Labels: loves.
Do you love me more than i do?
