.Monday, December 08, 2008 ' 1:49 PM Y
LAst thurs was horribleAND i really mean horribLe...I wake up at 1pmStart to diarrhoea like mad,All came out is water only.within 4 hours,I can diarr for 8 times... continuously.This is nt the scariest part...I went to bath at ard 6 plus eveningi went to the toilet bowl strgand LAU all i wan,Its horrible, i cant stop, its all jus water and water...srsly, MY ASSHOLE freakin Pain!Then i try to bath, oh my tian, the ass realli fuking PAIN...U LUFF???? U try...then i cont to lau, den vomit at the SAME TIME!!!!!!!hw to lau and vomit at the same time?when i onli hv one toilet bowl-.-so i endure and vomit at the basin.SIGh... nth to vomit alrdy, i alrdy do wadeva i can,till a part... i finish vomit, i felt super giddy.NX MOMENT is BLACKOUT,NX MOMENT is a loud BOOOMMMNX moment i wake up feelin my head hurtsi grab my head, its bleeding ..and i only wrapping a towel over me.nx last moment, i see the edge of the wall, BLOODmy hand BLOOD Too...okie.............i super scarE...i went out the toilet jus wrappin my toweland ask for help,my mama stunnedshe tot i say head bleedin is jking one... -.-BUT I REALLY BLEED LIKe.. omgi kip cryin,i jus cannot stop cryin.my dad arrived and send my to the doc immed.the bone can be seen...OMfreakingassTIAn...i tell u i super scare....so doc GLUE IT BACK (dun ask me why glue back and nt stitches*)Everything was ok, but i was prettY WEAK.I start to vomit and diarr and Fever againX.During this 4-5 days,IeveryDay see DOC,KIP seeingtill finalli..... i become i super skinny idiotI... breakdw and cry in MY room.Why this timing?why 2 wks away fr danzation?Why a few days away from my dancepointe perf?most crucial time and i TIO SaI...I kip cryin infront of my mama...Ytd sun nitei stil vomit non stop.I TELL U ITS LIKE HELLI RATHER sTRG AWAY OK or JUS DIE StrgITs kiling me like duno what fukI realli almost giv up hopes.End up i go NUH.EMG RoomDOc SAy i super dehydrate and nid to stay for a nite.POKE my meat, and wanted chk my blood,BUT guess waD? No blood...! coz im way too dry.CAN U IMAGINE I LAU AND PUKE TIL DRY UP....WALAU, its damn scary, mks me wana treasure my life moRE.Drippin on me-3 packs.GO home, i look more like a human being srsly.ICAN FEEL IM A HUMAN BEING AT LAST...HAPPI til i go studio on the day i discharge.=]COZ i missed a lot of trgbut of coz i cant dance YET....DAMN3 days nt supposed to dance.SO............. jia u me...I dont wan screwed up.That moment when im suffering,I tot i cant dance anymore...I tot there's alot of things i cldnt do anymore.Wait for me,I will be lively again. =]
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