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.Monday, October 13, 2008 ' 1:58 AM Y
I heard he don't care
I heard he isn't going to do anything

nothing...

1yr5mths1wks
This is what i get

shit...

He leave me hanging here,
He actually got the heart to leave me aside.
[are we still tgt? im nt sure, undefine]

Thats his character
So do i accept it?
Or i don't?

If he happens to read my entry,
he must be thinking ...
Why write out and let ppl see to think you r only the one pitiful?
but do u tink u are the one thats always right?
Sigh

no matter hw much i said/how much i do,
Im always in deep shit and nid to call him like millions times
Sms like mad, run after him ask him not to run away pls.

I rmb how much he love me like crazy at firsT
I rmb he hug me tightly and dont want let go of me
I rmb he cry when we quarrel
I rmb he hold my hand tightly and smile
I rmb i smsed him saying i miss him and he wanted to see me immediately.
I rmb the first kiss he gave me
I rmb hw much i meant to him
I rmb the fun we are tgt

I remember...

I rmb he's panic when i first angry with him
I rmb the places we say we must go tgt
I rmb he gave me a flower to support me when im competing

His frenz once ask him: "what is the thing you most afraid of?
He said "nothing, i only scare liling leave me"

=/

I rmb i was so cold in office and forgt to bring jacket along with me,
he came to my office the nx hour jus to pass me the jacket.
He bought lunch for me
He wait for me even i work till 1am
He cab home most of the time just to spend time with me
He secretly wait for me at the side till i finish my work.

But now,
Things are different
Thing ain't the same anymore
Things Change
Things dont always work the same anymore
He just become a heck care person
which i hope this will be the last thing to happen.
he heck care me
thinking he is always right.

No matter what he is right
and no one cld ever be as right as him
Including me.

I become helpless day by day
I cld only put on a smile to him and THATS ALL
I cant act princess throw temper
I cant put on a sad face
I cant Cry infront of him
I cant keep repeating things which he will thinks its irritaing
I cant say things he dont like
I cant force him to do sth he don't like
I cant...
nothing...

He cld throw temper at me
He can do anything he like
he can cry infront of me
he can tell me his sorrow
he can say things i dun like
he can force me to do things i hate
he can.....
anything

This pain i feel won't go away.

Im tired of running after you
Why not u run after me?
NAh... you die oso wun...

U will only scold me
Say i kaobei
Say i Fuck
Say i Irritating
Say i Ridiculour
Say i troublesome
Say i Stupid
Say i'm a idiot

this are the things that hurts me so much
this are the things u wont change for me

U gt ur dream to pursue
but u forgt the ppl ard you
the one u loves
the one that loves u
the one ard you supporting u
...
U forgt all abt it
U dont give a damn.
U r self indulgence..

U......

U....

hw can i ever ever forget the pain u gave ...

U really bear to see me like this
Once again leave me to death
leave me alone
and all i heard is Raindrops

I love you

Do you love me more than i do?







THE PrinCesS;

OranGe
20th June 1985
Gemini
Dancer


DANCE to ExpresS_Not to ImpreSS


I always forget to forget YOU

Stay WithME

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