PRINCESS_OranGe

.Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' 11:45 PM Y

Everything around me are getting real Bad at times.

Tell me how to solve it.

I feel that i'm going to have Depression real soon
Those minor one.

I really going to have it soon coz i can realli feel its coming.

I wish i can die asap
Cut my life shorter.
Or maybe mk it strg Tomolo
just let me die now and i will feel released.

SomeOne plz tk me out from Here
Coz i Feel its getting Pointless again and again for Everything.

And i mean EVERYTHING:
Friendship, relationship, career, Dance

Sadness in me,
Anger in me,
Frustrations in me,
Sorrow in me.

Tell me how am i going to pull thru Alone?

and i mean ALONE...

U r always not there for me
U r always thinking about urself, urself and urself.
U only thought what wld happen to yourself

Since when have u eVa thought abt what had happened
and whats going to happen to me?

Since when...?

My "u" can mean anyone of them.

heart broken
Seriously my heart alrdy dead for quite sometimes.
But Who careS?
nobody.

Coz everyone are busy jus to tink abt themselves only.

This person told me:
U will be happy as loNg as u can Dance only
U never want to improve or sth or be the top.

Is it true?
Do you really know me?

I'm not sure.

This person told me that he/she wasn't GUILTY
at all on what He/She did to me.

All i could say is... i've got nth more to say.

sometimes i wonder what is Dream?
Do dream really come true?
Yes i guess.

But mine is all e night mare...
This 1 wk i always gt night Mare.
I didnt realli slp well, i feel im forcing myself to SLP
I Didnt eat well...
Guess my MOODs is affecting me.

every single nite since then...
I tears at nite
wondering why am i in this world and
I noe im nt perfect...
So i cant be perfect for each and everyone out there.
I ask myself why do it have to be this way?
Is this what God have given me?
Do i have to accept all the things ard me and let me be this waY?
Did i do the wRong thing to make u unhappy?

did i.... why... what ... how.... is it....

All the questions come to me at nite before i sleep.

U may tink im crazy trying to Act emo...
Ya im emo and down,
But i m not actinG.

For wad i wan to mk myself like a fool or go to SAD Mode
I rather be happy everyday and live to fullest.

But i cant.

I cant get out of the Dark..

I cant see anything..

Labels: Are you willing to give me a hand?

Do you love me more than i do?