.Tuesday, February 05, 2008 ' 7:17 PM Y
Ok, now is 3.25 amAnd im still up.Am working tml ...But somehw i still watching Rough addicts on Youtube abd static Flow.HAha...IloveDancingNomatterhowSuckiDanceIstillLoveitAndICantsTopDancingIalways saY STOPSTOPSTOPBut end up i continue dancing.Sometimes i watch myself dancing,IT really sucks, e arms fly ard duno hw to ctrlBlablaBut SOmetimes i look fine.Jus fine... =]ERm dancing for abt 4 yrsStill gt lotsa them say i no energyYA, my funka heats no energy plus i forget 4 counts!U noe hw much is 4 countS?IS fuking lotsI dun allow myself to hv mistk on stage...Ok... MAX MAX MAX, 1 count of mistake only!SIGH, seriousli ppl im v sad abt i forgt steps on heaTsCan u guys jus stop?Jus stop saying...i dun care u jking anot,I dont feel gd for e whole wk until... finalCOz final i noe i did my best and i look ok on it.THAT heats realli fuk up,SO u guys plz stop reminding meIMAGINE U FORGET STEPSPPL go ard jking abt it w/o any harm...FUk, i tink u will be fuking upset and alrdy pissed abt urselfden ppl stil tk it as a funny thingy~OOoooo so... watch out for... KAMA? (duno hw to spell la)[as u noe my eng sucks too]Lastly i wld love to sae...I dislike PPL tel mi to do things so las min,LIKE eg: Tml u go do tis... blabla [things like u cant screw up kind]OR u go cheoro this now. 3 mins of dance, by today.Hey...Im nt a godIm nt a geniusIm jus a v v v v v normal girl who jus love dancingIm nt a proSighsometimes ppl jus dun und...They always tink OH u go thru so many comps, perfU represent spore...U won this n tt...That doesnt mean im dopeIm jus a normalnormal girl who jus wan to improve and dance happily.Thats allPlz dun force me...I relly cant tk it...IF i to a certain ext i cant tk it...I will jus quit EverythingNt i cant tk stress,But i, jus nt up to it yetdont assume plz.everyone noe im nt dope,im nt those super Gd dancer.I noe myself too.I noe i discouragin my self,i noe i shldnt giv up so much when opportunity comeI noe i noe...But im nt train to be like tt...Others are, but nt me.Im e one who always left behindW/o trying alot of things...Thus i become more afraid n no confidentBLABLABLA...I duno u guys noe wad im typing anot.I jus type...I wanted to try so many things last time,But im nt given a chance...So to a result, i become like shit and no confident nwDOnt come tel mi i no energyDOnt come sae this n tt to meI Dont want to listen...I just wan to dance happily and kip on improving if i cld...But i hope u give me a chance,Which u nv do so.Labels: back to dancing with curtains Again
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