.Tuesday, November 06, 2007 ' 5:51 AM Y
How's life everyone?
I think beside seeing my boyfriend lex
And my Deary Rough Addicts.
The Rest i dont see theM at All.
I miss you guys actually.
OH How come i nv get to See them when we guys always dAnce tGt?
Coz i didnt go for classes for weeks.
YES Partly becos i am Tired after work
But thats not the main Reasons.
Coz Orange Seah Was not like this in e pasT
Dance will always be her 1st Priority no MATTER What SHIT HAppened.
But now...
Things become difference.
I, honestly telling u that,
Dance is no longer my first prioritY.
I lost the passion / interest?
Maybe a lil
But i somehw noe i luv it still.
I do.
But nothing really motivates me now
I dont like to go dance class recently
Yes, i will stil train for RoughAddicts.
But not going for clasS
Ya, must go class then will improve rite?
I tot so too.
My brain my body my entire parts of me,
Tell me dont Go.
I'm taking a step back,
Why? due to many reasons
Dont giv up dance for someone.
Yes i know, i wont do that.
But someone make me realised,
Why shld i follow all this shit for years
And i feel like shit right now, Right Here.
I wasted my time.
Not for dance.
I wasted on you.
Dance is no longer a happy thing to me
Dance is a scary shit thing to me.
GUYS, ITs not coz im going melb to Compete
then i scare.
ITS NOT~
That mayb can save me back.
Im trying hard not to give up.
Do you love me more than i do?
