.Monday, February 26, 2007 ' 12:55 PM Y
Firstly i Got to Congrats "In Da Hse"For getting ChamP for Jim beaN Dance CompI'm so Proud 0f u guys.----------------------------------------------On tt day, my m00d wasn't g00d at all the moment i woke upI noe its going to be shiT again.Ya, we have a HARD time getting a CABto go dbl 'O' , road block... due to ChingAy -.-AlL the cabs = on cAlL...Pissed... but yet i ctrl**The moment we reached, QUe super l0ng AS i walk to e que,I saw hiM rite to the endI Paused... [[ Dont ask me why i paused ]]I'm too afraid to walk further dwI turn back and face ariel...I say ; i saw him, damn [[sth lidat]]Yet i've gt no choiceBut to join the Que,And SAy Hi to hima fake smile on me again... I can be an actressCoz i realli act well at tt momentLet me tell u hw i feel the moment i Saw him;Ur heart beat st0pU freeze there for a few secsUr pain came backJus like there's a Knife STAB rite into my HeartBleedin out of a suddeN without knowing whyClueless why i'm like thatDont dare to walk towards himThats how i feel for THAT 1.89748890 Secs***I guess its been too long since i met hiMAnd too sudden...I ctrlRealli am ctrllingAfter jug and jug of drinks...Finally, i criedI'm surprised tt i've criedjus becoz its to0 painful to endure anymoreI saw him with another girlI'm transparent.Im nth, nth from the sTartI see smile on his face with another oneThough i nt sure who is sheThough im nt sure is tt smile FAKE?I jus feel the pain in the pastAnd... its really hurtKip cryin.... again and againThen i st0pcoz I'm afraid to let the rest of em got worriedTearingIm tearing again...Why do i feel e painwhen i alrdy decide to let all g0I tot i've forgotten allBut yet it prove ttThat pain is still inside meStay inside me...He create itwithout solving it Thats the only time i hated him...Jus for tt moment
Do you love me more than i do?
