.Monday, January 22, 2007 ' 9:55 AM Y
Why give up so easily Why do u hav to giv it all up...What's so wrong in ur lifeWhy torture urself to be a lonely oneWhats going on ...Don't give up jus like thatI dont want you to giv up urselfI want u to be happyI want you to know there's alot of them Do care abt uU rejected it And u say no one is there for uThey do rite?But u rejected it...Why ...Is that what u realli want it to be?U can give up in everything in ur lifeBut not urself at least...Nv say u wan to giv up on urselfIt hurts somehw when i hear it fr youWhen i tell him :Ya i know i mean Nth to uBut he told me:U dont mean nth to me Ya, i feel happyAt least I'm sth in wadeva wayBut how cld u say u wan to giv up on urselfU sae u are almost thereThere?there... to giv up urselfso no ones will even care anymoreI'm concern whether u r doing well anotWhenever i see u're doing wellI'm happy deep dwU meant sth to me in some waysno matter wad i had hearI noe i wun hate u for long...Thruout my life...I nv hated u at allEven if i sae it out,It doesnt countIt jus for tt moment when i'm real hurtI wan u to be happyU promise me beforeBut i noe u din tk tt promise seriousliI told u b4,U can come to me if u wan to.U jus smiled to end tt conversationU appear to be a happy one jus like everyone didBut u closed urself up deep insideno one cld open the door in youNot even me...I cld nv open tt door for uMayb others cldor mayb they cant t00I may forgive...I may ignore...I may leave it...But i nv forget...I kip it inside meThe smileThe funThe loveThe memoriesIs all inside me.Now i'm totalli concern abt u r going to giv up on urselfI pray u will carry on...Carry on with wadeva u have...***I pray***
Do you love me more than i do?
