.Saturday, September 09, 2006 ' 10:57 AM Y
What if eva 1 day all ur frenz are goneAnd u've gt n0 one to turN toNo one...U're feeliN losTWalking on the street by yourselfIt's raiNing yet u kip walkiN'walk & walkn0 one giv u an umbrellato st0p u fr walking in e raiN'all u cld d0 is kip walkiN...0ne day...0ut of no WherePpl jus kip cominG to u,And u feel tt ur n0t alone...but this wun last longIT always diN lasT for l0ngU will jus go back to square 1 again somedaY.The person care for ubut sometimes u jus dun giv a damn to anyonehow wld u define...wHen some1 treated u realli gooD & u jus kinda miss itcoZ its been such a long time ppl din show concern to uU jus feel comfortableNv did u noe u actualli took it for grantedNv did u realised u alrdy treat the person as part of u [as time goes by]Is onli When some1 knock onto ur heaDAsk u to wake upU will realised everything was jus becoz of the caring they gave,and u gave in without knowingU treat them as its a daily routine in ya lif3And when its goneu find sth is missinG----------------------------------------------Nv did i tot tt we will have this relationship tt's kinda weirdNv did i noe tt everything will turn out to be like thisNv did i knew tt, there's so much going on in between actualliNv did i noe tt its so hard to get over it...so haRd to...Nv did i realised how pain it is when its all goneNv did i tot tt tis is always an On & Off thingy...Nv did i tot i can get thru this... i Duno hw to remove the paiN in side meIts always there... And i guess i hate u----------------------------------------------Nv did i tot tt i wld mit uNv did i tot i wld giv a damn to UNv did i even realise tt i actualli did wanted to noe u moreNv wld i tot tt i fall for u jus for tt momentNv did i noe tt tis end so fast + Sudden...I jus dislike u...-----------------------------------------------Din noe tt we will drift apartDin noe tt things will turn out to be like tisSeeing u and me being seperatedSeeing no ones care abt each otherSeeiN tt two of us go on different waYI've got nothing to saybut jus to feel saDI luv u no matter what-----------------------------------------------NV did i noe tis will happenedits getting worse tt i cant imaginewhat will happen to u nextNv did i noe we drifted tooYet i noe we care for each otheris jus tt no one is showingI CARE and I wan U to BE FINE alwayS!----------------------------------------------Plz dont be sad anymoreU noe its not worth it...U noe nth is true anymoreIts a lieHe avoid...Coz there's no ans he can gave yahe jus go one fuckiN big rdto let u feel betterso he wuN b Tt guilty...Forget abt it...Its nt worth at allstop making urself a saD one...No one can help u but to be there for u-------------------------------------------U hv grown up a lil'Cheer up alotNv did i noe this will happen to ubut this prove ttu r stepping out to another stage of lifeU r going to hv a better one sooNor even laterno worries! kip going my dear =]-------------------------------------------I cant remove the pain...
Do you love me more than i do?
