.Saturday, August 12, 2006 ' 5:15 AM Y
I realli dun0 wat to d0 anymore...
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I duN wana make anymore efforT
jus to save everything bacK
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i see everything is so pointless n0w
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s0 pointlesS...
who is making the effort?
who...
n0 one is doing it...
what is wronG
c0me and tel m3
wad is wrong with u all?
and wad is wrong witH me?
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things jus became more and mor3 0bviouS
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i jus cant pretenD there's ntH happened
i jus canT acT i'm okie with iT
though i trY t0...
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forget...
have u eva forget sth totalli tt u luv so much?
Did u realli forget and let it g0 totalli?
i tried
& finalli i forget and let it g0...
buT somehw the pain cannot be remove...
its always ther3...
Hide & Stay deep deep dw inside u...
I can duN giv a shit to him anymore
n0t at all...
buT when some1 told me abt him
sth tt i dun wish to hear...
i feel.... anger yet the pain came out...
my tears......
ya... y do i stil feel pain when i sae i dun giv a shit to it anymore?
Nah, i realli dun
its jus the pain...
the pain tt wil always be there jus like a scaR
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Dont be afraid to step int0 my world...
coz i'm willing to let it open to anyone...
Dont judge me as a SAd and em0 one
jus by readinG thru my bloG...
Dun eva judge me jus lidaT...
u shld noe i'm nt like this in reality...
Not as much as this...
U shld noe...
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i dont wana be....
Do you love me more than i do?
