.Friday, July 21, 2006 ' 7:50 AM Y
aimlessSuddenli so aimless again...What has my life bec0me...I don't know.I wander ard...i follow the crowd ...u say my life is sad...No... my life is n0t sad at alLis jus another stage i had to go thruI'm getting use t0 it =)i no longer hv any h0pe on himno mor3...Even if he come back,I wun care anymoreI'm sure... and i guaranteelets hope he wun APPEAR =]coz im moving on with my lif3 nw...nothing is going to be so tough anymoresomeone sae...wads so difficult abt it...nahxxxxits not difficult at all..is the paiN =]but.. who cares~whatevA~~~ More interesting things is coming upALot of things is goinG onAwwww guess is going to be fuNxn0 m0re paiNn0 more hurtin'no more cryin'no more disappointmentno more flirtatioNno more angeRn0 m0r3...smilex=]back to the topic...what have i been doing nowadays?ermmm let see...beside working everyday...staying in the office to wORK...back to NRA to dance...rushin here n there...Have a mini moni smalli comp at club m0m0...[join for fun]go dw to mom0 every FRI nite...can u believe it?i dun luv to club...but... i've beeN clubbinG nowadays...drinking....................................drink n drink n drink...BUT i stil can walk straight... lolxi hate drinking...i hate clubbing...BUT wads up manx...i Started all tis myself~lolx..well.. ppl change, environment changed...so.. yesyeS... i changedNo big fuck la,jus surprise i will do the things i use to hate and i do it now...lolx wad a jk...but im totalli fine with iTlife stil goes on!!!heY!!!!i noe wad u all thinking...mus be thinking tt...bCOZ of him!!! i did this?NO!!!thnks to my dear ariel, von, yuxin so oN...i club with them alwaysbut sometimes... i realli dun feel like dancing in e clubso i wil become a spoiler... and stand one side... and look ardi'll start to observe ppl arD me... =]erm interesting ...but wad so gd abt clubbin?i... jus had fun, drink n dance.. tts all baand ..becoz of this...i get to noe alot of ppl...........bleH...tis is so nt me... lolxWHATEVA~.. who cares...u care?lolx.............A new life is coming on e way...i'm getting use to it *****
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