.Wednesday, June 14, 2006 ' 6:11 PM Y
thru so much like levis comp... nv get in to final join international comp... Din realli do well for audi but got thru, semis did badlY, got last 4... and nid to freestyle to prove why mus they giv u a chance to... get into final? freestlye totalli screW up like hell ya... ppl tink we r lousy ya we din prepare well enuff we r too slack... den i mus sae we r luckY enuff to get in to final after so much arguemenT so we train hard n sAE: lets not let anyone Dw... wk for it... and do a nice one aim for top 3 at least... so we wun go up stage aimlessli yaP... we mk it =] we do changes to the dance ppl was impressed coz i tink others wil sae... aiya ROUGH cut... last 4 tt time... wun do any better de la.. i supposed some of theM wil tink like tis... =] its oki, its normal... when the MC announce ROUGH CUT, no body move... til ppl sae : GO UP! u guys r top 2... no one in my grp believes... they jus... aR??? sitting dw.. n slowli move.. den finalli noe we realli top 2... die... no prepare for the battle!!! coz.. we nv expect to get top 2 n got no time to prepare for battle too... yap battle was unprepare but we gt more united... we dun wan to screw up like semis so we did our best.. do wadeva we had done b4.... and... go!!!! nice exp... i learn more.... i learn alot... and im proud of Rough Cut... though we nv prepare.. but we giv our best... ya... too touched til teartinG away NRA can feel each other... after a wk... NRA CAMP... im proud to mk a video of nra.... for the past 3 yrs... i feel... we all grown up... ya of coz... erm thru the camP i learn damn lotsa things too alot alot tt i din expected too... and i oso realised hw much i luv nra hw much i wanted to dance n my passion towards it... i found out tt... im so much closer to some of them which we r nt e last time ya...everythings tk time... it tks alot of time to heal if u get hurts... my wound are getting smaller ya...i jus hate him i duno why i cant ctrl... i feel tt all tis is jus like a dreaM nv tot this HATE word wil come to me... to HIM im sRy.... im so sry... i put too much in him so i gt to pull out now... i promise i try... i wil try my v best... jus becoz i wun be a burden to u anymore so u no nid to stress abt anything anymore go on with ya lif3 i'm v happY now with nra peeps i luv them as much as i expected. im going to let it go... let this pass... it wil jus be a memory... oh no.... a dream to me no more repeated precess i learn so much on this too i've grown up ... ya i did... i noe hw to ctrl better im going to carrY on to be stronG as strong as b4... no matter wad happens life goes on... duN hide in e dark hole coz u wun be able to see anything in it... step out.... let the lights guide u along... its nt the end tell urself... nth is worse than the things u feel is the worsT... nth... time is not everything but it is sth.... ya... finalli i can settle dw... too bz over the pass few wk... ya... i stil feel for him but its going to be a history.... a history tt wil nv br it out againx
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