.Thursday, June 29, 2006 ' 6:10 PM Y
im always behinD
i tel myself is okie =]
yet the feeling... suxs
it hinder somewhere deep deep dw...
when sth reali strike u...
den it wil burst it out...
i hate tis.......
but whY...
being throw aside everywhere...
no matter wad is all abT
I'm seriousli tired of iT!
i tried so hard......
yet i stil being thr0wn behind...
nth g00d will EVA happen to me...
nothing...
im always e unlucky one...
if u think im not gd enuff...
tel me
duN come giv me stup excuses...
i dun like it [specified to anything]
DUN be cold n hot like a machine...
Dun u EVA feel like... toking to me den U tok to me.
Dun u EVA feel like calling me den u CALL me
Dun u EVA feel like asking mi out den u ASK me 0ut
I dun likE
SAE IT sincereli...
and not wheneva u feel like...
NO~~~
Come and be me...
and u will unD hw i feEL...
i feel sooo hurT
my heart... sink....
WAD is positive
wAD is Negative,
i no longer noe hw to differentiate it...
tis world is full of CRAP
this world... is changing...
changing ppl ard us
u no longer noe... how to unD a person totalli...
u feel distance awaY fr theM
Who r they??? i duno...
they changed...
its so scarY...
ppl r getting better n better
yet ppl wil become stagnent
and left behinD totally
throw u to the COLD palaCE...
U wun be the most beautiful one...
there wil be someone wh0 is better than Ya
and ya...
others wil start to fall for the beautiful one...
and left u all alone in the raiN...
cryin'
left U all alone
does they noe... its so bad to be like this?
do they?
wHy...
is jus like...
if u dun trueli luv some one...
deN WHY DO U all misleaD them!!!
and left them hanging up there...
duno to turn left or rite...
DO u noe............ its being evil to do such things?
DUN GIV STUP EXCUSES jus to get rid.........of it.
DUN plz...
=[
being left behind
yet no one cld eva understand hw it feel
unless they trY it..
no...
u all wun unD...
wun noe hw pain it is....
wun noe.. the feeling being thrown aside...
wUn noe hw it feel when the other told ya everything is nt possiblE
wun noe hw does it feel when u sit there alone and hope no one notice ya
wuN eva noe hw hurt it is... wheN u noe theres no more hopE...
i haTe u...
Do you love me more than i do?
